Daydreamer's blog: "Daydreaming Blogspot"

Hey guys. I am getting ready to launch a modeling website. But, I have no idea what images I should put on it. If you would comment on the modeling images you think would be good for the site, or even regular pictures, it would be a great help! Thank you so very much!

In a few months, It will be three years for us. It has been hard. It has been troubling and painful. But today, now, and in the future Life with you is better than ever! We have a daughter, a beautiful daughter, And now we are on our way to number two! A growing family, A love growing stronger. Who could have asked for anything better? My life is golden, I am happy as ever! If I were granted once wish, I wish for nothing at all! The reason is this; I have everything that I have ever wanted and needed and that is all!

Falling Friendship (3/23/09) It seems you find a new friend, And soon after, You kick the old ones to the wind. We have been through thick and thin Good and bad I would have been there until the end. And around she comes, Good bye I go. Tis the end of us At least that’s how it seems. A text every day, that’s how it used to be. And it’s been a week ago today. I guess I am easy to forget. After all, I am not living the life you wish I had. A family, a child, school and all. So far apart, our friendship does fall!

As the sky has darkened and the lights across town fade. The eyes of the child become heavy and soon they drift off to a deep sleep. And the slumber only made better by the dreams of the smile you have left upon my heart! And the child in which I speak, is the child you've brought out in me!

"Sweet Sixteen" I turn 16 in 15 day; sweet 16 it's almost time. Most girls would be excited, unlike I. Me, I just want my father to be here. I wish for once, he could be here for something that's important to me! He wasn't here when I first became a teen, He wasn't here when I graduated eighth grade, And now, when I'm finally becoming a young lady, becoming partially independent, Gaining responsibilities I only dreamed of having, The time I get my licenses and first car. All he can say is "I wish I could be there to see my little girl grow up!" He makes no attempt to show up, call, and I probably won't receive so much as a card! Yes, he lives twelve hours away, but for once, instead of me going to him, Why can't he come to me? The day that's supposed to be my best, Won't be as good as I always dreamed! There's the catch they're all just dreams. Dreams that may never come true, No matter how I hope and pray! I turn 16 in 15 days; sweet 16 it's almost time. And daddy is no where to be seen!

"Unknown Friend" Type a word to the unknown on the other end. Who knew what it could and would become. A friendship so close; yet miles in between. You have proved to be a great friend to me. On of the best, one I never thought could be. I talk; you listen whole heartedly to anything and everything I have to say. You talk, I lend my ear. A way a friendship it supposed to be. I supposed it could be classified with revolving doors. You help me, I help you in return. A friendship, miraculous, Miles apart yet so close at heart! You took a chance and typed to me, A message sent to an image, a person not yet seen. Soon you would see the person she could be, and who she truly believes to be. Through a message, a few simple words, A brilliant, rare and caring friendship has been born! One that will last forever, through all the toils and the snares that life can bring! And you my MySpace friend, I thank you for your support, Your friendship and your caring shoulder in which you lend whenever I am in need! To me; you define what a TRUE friend really is!

"Tear Upon my Cheek" A tear upon my cheek, pain upon my heart, So simple to talk about, yet destroyed when I try to speak! My heart aches, As I try to find the words to describe The way that I feel inside. You've no idea the way you have made me feel. A night on the couch, Feeling unwanted and neglected, All I wanted was a little comfort, A little compassion. But anymore I guess that is to much to ask of you. You say you can only do such a thing at certain times, But those times you are unsure. I lay in bed next to you crying, Feeling as though we are falling apart, And that is not a time in which you can transform to the guy I thought I knew. The one I fell in love with, The one who sent so many texts telling me he'd take care of my every need. Now, a year and a half later, Left hanging and hurt, I wonder, was that man even real? Or was he just saying those things? Things that he knew would win me over, And make me fall and trust him with my heart?

A new side, the true side, The inside, the outside, Upside and the down side, The punk side, the sad side, The prep side, the happy side, All around, inside and outside. A person with all sorts of sides! Its life, look on the bright side, And experience your dark side, possibly the true side!!