kelchrise's blog: "done"

THE INABILITY TO BELIEVE, ALLOWS YOUR MIND TIME TO BLEED, WHILE YOUR HEARTBREAK GOES UNSEEN. YOUR MIND IS SCATTERED, WITH THE FLOW OF THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES THAT CAN'T BE BOUGHT YOUR UNDERSTANDING COMES TO A HAULT EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. YOU FEEL THE ANGER AND THE PAIN EVEN THOUGH ITS ALL IN VAIN. TO HARBOR ALL THAT GRIEF, IS STILL PART OF THE UNBELIEF, BUT SOON IT WILL TURN INTO GREAT RELIEF AT THAT TIME WHEN ALL IS WELL, AND YOU HAVE DELT LIFE WILL GO ON AND YOU WILL BE FOREVER STRONG.

How do I compare With the lover you hold so near? How do you do What you do? My insides turn For you they burn. I can't concentrate Maybe I need some space. How do I deal with the way I feel? With out you to hold I am on my own. How did we end what we never began? How do I go? 'Just follow the flow.' What happened to what we had? How did it end up this bad? My feelings inside Won't run away and hide. Believe me I've tried. And now everything's One big fucking lie. My life will go on Til its done. What then turn to men? But i see the look in you eyes And it makes me want to die. You know what I know. You feel What I feel. Do you think no one sees the look? Man, I can read you like a book. Hide it if you want to Play games if you want to Just remember what you're doing, someone will end up crying if not dying. How can you do this to me, Whats meant to be will always be.

I have a secret that I want to tell about someone who don't know me that well. Slowly I watch I wait so as not to anticipate I have learned to like instead of lust so their will be no mistrust I have found some way without being gay My heart aches but that is not my place That love is not mine to take I must pull away I must not begin I don't want the friendship to end.

A note to a woman, who knows me well. A note to a man, who no longer dewells. I know it wasn't easy for what you did I don't blame you. It's not that you were being sleezy It had been true love with the first 'I do'. To tell you how the story goes, It took a little while you know, Before I knew it, I was 21 yrs old, He never got time to watch me grow. I always knew without a doubt, what you told me on that day, from the debt you tried to make me pay. You broke a heart, that was never whole, You took a part, Maybe that's why I am so cold.

WHAT IS LOVE LIKE OUTSIDE THE WIRE? TIMES WHERE YOU NEVER TIRE, YOU FULFILL YOUR DEEPEST DESIRE, YOU FEEL THE PASSIONATE FIRE, LOVE MAKING THAT NEVER EXPIRES. ( LIKE THE LOVE OF VAMPIRES) WHAT IS LOVE LIKE TO ONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW? NEVER FRIEND NOR FOE, IT IS ALWAYS SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW, BUT YOU JUST CAN'T SAY NO, ALL BECAUSE OF SOMETHING YOU COULDN'T CONTROL. (DOES THAT MAKE YOU A HO)

DO YOU REMEMBER THE DAY WE MET? DO YOU REMEMBER WHERE WE SAT? DO YOU REMEMBER THE NIGHTS WE WENT OUT? DO YOU REMEMBER THE FIGHTS AND WHAT THEY WERE ABOUT? DO YOU REMEMBER OUR LITTLE TALKS? DO YOU REMEMBER LAUGHING AT OUR THOUGHTS? DO YOU REMEMBER OUR FAVORITE SONG? DO YOU REMEMBER WHAT WEN WRONG? DO YOU REMEMBER WHERE IT ALL STARTED? I GUESS THAT IS WHERE WE PARTED.

FRIENDS MADE LONG AGO YOUNGR GIRLS WOULD GROW A BOND NEW FOREVER FRIENDS MADE TOGETHER DAYS TURNED TO YEARS OF LAUGHTER AND NOW TEARS TALKS OF WHAT LIFE DID BRING NOW HAUNTS THEIR MEMORY TIME HAS SURELY FLOWN WITH THE KNOWLEGDE NOW KNOWN LIFE HAS NEW PHASES LOVE HAS CHANGED FACES DREAMS ONCE SHARED WITH ONE WHO TRULY CARED TO THINK OF YOU AND ME WHAT OUR LIFE'S WOULD BE IF ON THAT DAY WE HAD WALKED AWAY

life is consistant but misplace life is a joy ride most don't get the chance to experience life takes you where it wants and we have to arrange it life plays on emotions depression and expression help us through life comes easy and hard times come often life will go on but reality just stops life is endless but the end is always near life is a circle soon you will be back where you started

PAIN CAN CAN TEAR IT CARE CAN MEND IT LOVE CAN FIX IT TIME WILL HEAL IT

ARE YOU TRING TO HIDE THE HURT? DO YOU THINK THAT WILL WORK? I KNOW IT FEELS LIKE THE END, I WILL BE HERE AS YOUR FRIEND.