Draga76's blog: "Draga's Copyrighted Poetry"

This came to me tonight: I'm making this off the top of my head so I am not expecting a work of art. I never asked to be this way! I can not change who I am, If you are Bipolar, according to life insurance companies you're already dead. So what now? I don't have the right to die I shall never take my life I shall not give up the fight. I have the right to work my life away to a money ***** boss but why is it...I'm not allowed to die! And when I do which is regretable but enevitable, nothing can stop my frets to save my family the burden should I be buried in the backyard along with pets Trying hard for acceptance My mind went more astray. So this world is not worth that pain everyday. Hiding in the shadows for too long I will have my voice! If they don't like it, I don't give a damn! The gift of free will is a gracious one indeed. They can take the clothes off my back but they can't take from me my choice. I'm always going to tell it like it is.. About the morals people lack!

Damn them! Damn them all Who are they to say we have is not real? Do they live our lives? Do they even know how we feel? NO Clueless to reality Mind closed to the truth So sure of their own mind! WELL WALK A MIND IN OUR SHOES SEE WHAT YOU SHALL FIND! Let them have their own world of superficiality I would rather live in the light I dont need to justify myself But aye for my rights I will fight. Turn your normie nose to the air Don't even bother thinking that I care! HA HA HA! I laugh but also feel sorrow I Pity you for your ignorance Sterotyping us you say we are dumb But it you that shows it is smarts that you lack. Do not preach your words, I do not wanna pick your brain, You reality is not real So leave your brain alone and just let it heal! I can not change who I am, I never asked for this, but that is ok, I would not change this life for yours, I would rather my eyes open anyway! I end this now and say good night, I hope you open your eyes tommorrow.

Sweet lady, my friend of sorrow, My Shoulders are here if ever you need to borrow. Nothing can replace the unborn life that is lost, Alas, because of false love, the child paid the cost. The pain you feel, I too have known. So rest assure my friend, you are not alone. For many years I have mourned, The death of my child because of a love scorned. Even today, I still feel the hate, I wanted my baby, but now it's too late. But still You and I can not let our hearts turn cold, We still have a chance to have another baby to hold. We lost our children because of the beast, Who burdened our lives, And on our fear they did feast. Now the beast are gone, No More shall they stay. Without them in our lives, slowly the fear will go away. Remember it is they who could be to blame, Either way, in the end, it is they who shall burn in the flame. Our strength shines through for they prove themselves weak. Think on them no more, for now Your inner peace you must seek. Keep that in mind, for we both did what we could, To protect our innocent ones and bring them into childhood. Such pain as this will be hard to subside, I know the many tears will be hard to hide. The hurt we feel is hard to turn to dust, This is when in God we must trust. I have Faith that he has a plan, So to survive the pain, I know you can.

It is not Christmas nor Mother's Day, Still, Mom, I wanted to write this anyway. I wanted to thank you for all you have given me, You helped me realize the kind of mother I want to be. I am glad to blessed to have a mother, Who love and kindness is like no other. There are times I though you would yell and send me away, To my surprise, you would just kiss me and tell me it was ok. Through out my life you have tought me well, Wanting only from me to excel. No matter how hard I will try more, To make you proud, Oh mother that I adore. When times are rough and bleak, You take it day by day, week to week. As time so by and the years roll along, Because of you I have learned to be strong. If ever comes the day that we shall part, The memories of you I shall keep in my heart. You are the most wonderful woman I have ever knew, I want so much to be just like you. It is an honor to know a woman so brave, When I am a mom, I will know how to behave. I am blessed to be your child, I love how you make me laugh when you are wild. I want you to know how I feel now, In the best way I know how. With words I swear that are true, I love you, Mom, but I am sure you already knew.

Be not Afraid, My dear, For your tears makes it difficult to leave here. Please, My Darling, do not cry, Just Kiss me once more before I die. Although it seems that I am not here, I am always with you, so please do not shed a tear. The tender moments we shared I shall miss, but with every sunrise, I shall still greet you with a kiss. I can never leave you, my love. What good is heaven without my sweet dove. I always knew that we were meant to be, I thank God that he had sent you to me. I was blessed to have you as my wife, You have brought me joy all the days of my life. Remember me always and the love we shared, My life has been happy just knowing you cared. Be not afraid my dear, I will watch over you, And still my love will shine through. I have held out for long enough, Alas oh how I tried, But we shall be together again on the other side.

Oh love, Oh Hate! To die alone must be my fate. My love has turned to tears, Alas,It's been this way through out the years! Oh Love, Oh Hate, they promised me love and then took it away, I am so tired of being alone everyday. I miss the three little words I love You. Alas don't want it unless it were true. Oh Love, Oh hate ,Tears that I have shed, Have soaked my empty bed. Alas, do not want to fill my bed with lust, and give myself to someone I can't trust. Oh Love, Oh Hate, I scoff at the notion, That love is a splendor and real emotion. Oh Love, I dream of you everynight, Alas, Oh Hate I can not win this fight.

I weep for the children born into dispair, Those who's parent just didn't care A child is a gift from heaven above, "I never asked to be born, I've only asked for love." Somewhere in the world, a child is met with a fist, But she's not the only one, Mommy is next on Daddy's list. Going to school with black and blue eyes, "The beatings would be worse unless teachers were told lies." In Another place, a child is controlled by fear, The house must be clean before Mom gets here. Must move fast, there is much to do today, "Don't have time for homework, Mom says I am stupid anyway." At this moment, Mom leaves the children all alone, When will she be back, that was never known. Never going to school they couldn't read a book, "I guess we'll just starve, we don't know how to cook." These innocent kids are the future of tommorrow, I can only pray that they won't continue the sorrow. Children live and learn by what they see. "Hey, Mom and Dad, I'm like you! Are ya proud of me?" They're going out into the world only knowing how to hate, Abusing our future, in the end, we seal everyone's fate. When the tables have turned, You reap what you sow. "Hey, payback's a bitch or didn't you know?"

I don't mean to rant, I don't mean to rave, But this my life, who are you to tell me to behave? You call me stupid, you call me dumb, But check out my clothes, Do I look like a bum? You look at me as though I'm deranged, But from my point of view, it is you who is strange. I am not the one who is being so rude. My life is my own and you have no right to intrude. You think you are so much better than me, I'm sorry, Are you God? Can You part the Red Sea? Shall I be the bigger person and not hold a grudge, You are the smart one.. you be the judge! Still, I won't sink so low, To belittle a person I don't even know. I thank the heavens I am not like you, I can see through your ignorance, to me it's nothing new. I am sure I will meet another like you before the end of the day. Does not really matter, the earth still spins with or without your say. In your small mined world, you will not find me there Nor are you are not apart of my world, so what do I care. __________________

I shall never forget that fateful day, When Families had lost their Husband and Wives, To mad men who robbed Innocent People of their lives. Causing the world shock and dismay. I have not lost Family on the 9/11 date, But this I can share. In my Mind, I put myself there, I tasted the fear and I shared the same fate To the innocent lives who shared a senseless death, I would gladly had been there to take your place, So that your family could have joy in seeing your face. Still, I was with you to take that final breath. To the families who cry in vein, Your Pain is greather than no other, Without warning we lost a sister or brother. My heart goes out to you, for we all share your pain. To You the Brave who would not give up the fight, The Survivors owe their lives to your determination, Alive or Gone you make me proud to be of this nation. In my heart I was with you to struggle through the night. The worst has past but through it all, Still we shed our tears, I know I shall cry more for many years. They meant to hurt us but we shall never truly fall. The devil's beast plauge this earth like cancer, The nation they meant to destroy, Will never surrender to be the devil's toy But it's to God they will have to answer.

Who is Right? Who is wrong? Who is Ill? Who is sane? I was born into this world a dragon, I can not be tamed, Fools shudder in fear when I come into view, Thinking I mean to do them harm, but that is not true. I am the one who is cast out in shame. I never asked to be born a beast. We can not help who we are, I want only to live my life as intendended, But the villager's go too far, If they mean to tame me, it is their mind that needs to be mended. For I can not change nor would I in the least. My heart breaks in my breast When I hear the same song, "We have rules here, and we can not accept your way." Just because I am not like them, doesn't mean I am wrong! Like the teacher who can not handle a problem child, Because they fidget or act too wild, They will dismiss me and think of me no more. Oh Geeze, what a surprise, it's not like they haven't before. Oh, I think that is best. Silly fools do not realize how easy I can release my fury. The Idea does seem delicious, but they would expect me to be so vicious, Seeing as how I am a menace to them, Let them have their way, but I shall not leave before I have had my say I know my words would still fall on deaf ears, How can I plead my case, when Society is both Judge and Jury? To those of you would rather live in the dark than see.... Why not leave it at this, We agree to disagree, So for the love of God spare me your tears, Let me live my life in my own way, that would surely give me bliss!