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The obsessed

Obsession. What is it exactly. What is it that makes us crave something or somoene so deeply that our skin tingles just at the thought of them? What makes you the object of someone elses obsession? Oh yes obsession...don't think I don't notice your yearning, that I don't feel your eyes scorching me. Funny how it all comes full circle isn't it. First the obsesser then the obsessed. How does it feel? To want to feel my skin, so soft and smooth under your rough touch? How does it feel to yearn to slip inside me so warm and deep? You want the friction, the raw grind. Your addicted and you know it. You eat, sleep and breathe me. The ghost in your memory stirs. She sighs, she moans, she send shivers down your spine. Forever your succubus, seducing your mind and your soul

Sirens

So long have i lain, shrouded in darkness, enveloped in his immortal embrace, comforted by the silence of death. The air stirs, thick with memories. I close my eyes, pretend i'm not seduced by the intoxicating smell of your skin, by the warmth of touch. I am a slave to the incubus as he rises up from beneath my sheets, and presses his body hard against mine. Weak with desire I give into the blood lust, dig my nails into his back splitting the skin. Awash in the crimson tide of life I open my eyes and face tomorrow

The misery of chaos

The black clouds swirl, like a heavy suffocating mist. forever entombed in its cold embrace. I frantically pound and claw trying to release the clasp, but i am buried too deeply within its womb. the agony of defeat seeps in, its ice cold shards splinter my veins. breath becoming shallow, the darkness draws near, drowning my soul in the shallow waters of despair.

Your filthy whore

I am bitter, black heart shriveled and turning to dust. I am but a product of what you made me. My tongue wrapped around the lies as they spilled from your lips, dug into fury and deceit as my nails ripped down your back. I am but your whore. A moist pussy, and heaving breasts, nothing more...nothing less. The wet spot at your side as you drill holes through my soul. It matters not your name or where you came from, it all ends the same. You never see beyond the leathery shell. You promise me filth, whisper sweetly into my ear a melody of death. Pure hate boils through my veins, and you wonder why. It was all because you forgot...forgot that under it all I was still there, as you raped my soul and left me with emptiness

Sin

I sat on the front porch, under the darkening clouds. Feet planted firmly on the wooden slats, digging my heels in. Thunder rumbles overhead and the heavens open. Heavy tears fall, washing over my sins. Greed, Pride, Lust, Envy and Wrath...wash away into murky black puddles. For I am the Devil's Succubus, Satan's whore, and Lucifer's concubine. I am the face of an adultress and a mistress, seducing your men from your beds without guilty or shame. The rains fall, pour, drench me to my soul....but they could not wash away sin as filthy as mine.

Sincerely Yours

She looked down at her own hands, so clammy and cold, trying not to lose their grip on the pistol pointed between his eyes. Her lips quivered as she repeated herself again. "You stole it! Give it back!" It came out so weak and muffled she could hardly understand what she had said. His brown eyes widened and turned black with fear. A few beads of sweat had pooled between his brows and slipped down his nose. "Please," he stuttered, "I don't know who you are or what your talking about." Frustrated, Alexus holstered her gun and began to pace. The room was in a bit of disarray. Shards of brass were embedded in teh walls, part of what once was a doorknob, blown apart by a single ear blistereing shot. The coffee table before the sofa lay upturned, magazines pinned beneath the glass, framed like an impressionistic painting. Alexus turned to gaze at the man's two daughters huddled in the corner. The younger of the two, cowered against her sister, sucking her tumb nervously, and gazing at this madwoman out of the corner of her crystal bue eyes. Alexus remembered the older sister, sweet little Erin, although the last time she saw her she was just a little toddler with jounching soft curls. Erin was a young woman now, about thirteen, and lost the look of innocence she once radiated. Her hair hung limply about her shoulders in greasy strands, and her eyes had lost their lusterous gleam, glazed over in an empty stare lost of all innocence. Alexus turned away in disgust, it was the look that had so long lived within her own eyes. The silence hung in the air like a heavy black cloak, threatening to suffocate them all. Alexus shuffled around the room again, tears welled in her eyes and spilled down her cheek. The dreaded tears that had not been shed for almost 23 years. She hurriedly wiped them away with the back of her hand, and plucked the pistol from the holster. The pistol bounced through the air in unison with her quiet sobs. "I'm different now, aren't I? My breasts have swelled to three times the size they used to be. Feel!" Angrily she grabbed his hand from his lap and cupped it against her breast. "Do I feel the same, do I feel good? Of course not, I'm a woman now, I forgot, you like little girls!" She crushed his hand within her own and violently threw it back to his lap. In the corner, Erin began to cry uncontrollably. She hid her face between her knees and curled her arms about her head. The man's cheeks flushed and he twisted uncomfortably in his chair. "What is it that you want? Money, my car, anything, its yours. Just take it and we'll forget any of this ever happened. Just don't hurt me or my kids! Please i'm begging you!" Alexus chuckled evily. "You asshole, I can't hurt those you have already killed. Look at what you have done." She pointed to the corner where Erin sat shuddering in spasmic convulsions. "Look at her, look at me! You don't remember do you??" Alexus fumbled in her pocket and fished out and old tattered picture. The corners of the picture were curled and peeling, but the picture was as vivid as the day it was taken. The picture was of a girl of about eight. A bush of red curls framed her pale freckled face. The eyes were a beautiful shade of aqua that smiled from within with life. Alexus pushed the picture into the man's hand. "Do you see that girl, you killed her." The man looked from the picture to the woman before him. Alexus stared at him through aqua eyes and brushed a single red curl from her cheek. Alexus saw what appered to be recognition in the mans eyes. "Do you remember that girl? Do you know that your murdered her, you stole her very essence of being, you stole her childhood. Look at the life in those eyes, the beautiful smile that graces her lips. Gone now, gone." "You must be mistaken, I never killed anybody. I remember this girl, she was so sweet, shes's not dead. I saw her when she was thirteen. She was just as alive as she is in this picture." Alexus steamed with anger. She steadied the pistol, cocked the hammer and returned it to its original posistion between his eyes. "Yeah, she was sweet alreight, did she taste as sweet as she looked? Did her skin feel silky beneath the cold steel of your hands? Did you find comfort between her pearly white thighs? Did you like staining her innocence? You bastard." Without a thought, Alexus squeezed the trigger. The loud explosion deafened her for a moment. Through the blue smoke she saw his face, complete with scarlet third eye. She smiled for te first time in 23 years. "Mine," she whispered, "Mine!"
Whose to say, what tomorrow will bring. What this grand scheme has in store for us. Each moring I awake, and wash away the sorrow of yesterday, hoping today will bring the light I so long for. I put my had upon my breast, yes...its still beating. Sometimes I think it has stopped all together. Shriveled up and turned to stone. I stand in front of the mirror, brushing my hair, I don't recognize the reflection. Just a leathery shell, home to a broken soul. I pick up my ring and slip it over my finger. A symbol of the hopes and dreams I once had. It still sparkles, shimmers, relects rainbows into my eyes. A glimmer of light on my dark facade. Off to wake the tiny zilla. I stare sometimes, her sleeping perfection. I tickle her side and she sighs a tired long sigh. As she wraps her little pink arms around me I think maybe part of me was not lost in the dark abyss. Off to the grind, the traffic and cars, the dark forboding building and the world of 4 x 4 cells. Numbers and bitching people...if only they knew life was way too short to worry about the small crap. Back home, angry zilla now in tote, head pounding, muscles aching. Hello dear...does he even see me? I sigh and hang up the coats. A bag of bones resting on the sofa. The tv's on but I hear only silence. Cover my eyes, they see right through me. Hello?? My world becomes liquid sand and I begin to sink. Deeper still and my scream comes out but a whisper. Whose to say what tomorrow will bring. I awake in the morning and wash away the sorrow of yesterday.

death and her maiden

Every one of your lies caress over your split bleeding lips, dance on your tongue to the symphony of deceit. I lie within your devils lair, entwined within the tangle of the shattered dreams you weave. My soul has withered within, a fading memory of lost tomorrows. Life slips through my fingers, pooling at my feet as the years slip by. Branded by wounds that time will never heal. I am suffocating in the emptiness, as it eats me alive. His talons ripped so deeply within my breast, tearing me apart piece by piece. As deafening beat of my heart is silenced, I feel serenity wash over me. Death caresses my face, free from the devils gaze.

lost at sea

I don't think I have ever been so confused in all of my life. How do things change so quickly? Where was I when my life all shattered before me? Did I miss it? I sit here among the scattered debris lost in a haze. I thought so many things were real, but, I think I fabricated them in my mind. A silent solace, a sheer gauze to cover the pain. I opened my veins and spread life crimson on the floor for you to see. Plain and simple I stood. Aware of your gazing eyes. It all simply disappeared with a blink of an eye. Shifted the sands in my hourglass. Words that speak empty phrases over gently wagging tongues. My mind is coiled. Lost between the memories of who you were and the hollowness that lays before me.
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