Is it supposed to hurt like this after 4 months and one day you come across things while cleaning. Heard your voice today on the answering machine my heart skipped a beat. Found one of your shirts my heart raced. And found your sunglasses and i thought of our last night together here. I know in my heart that this is for the best but what i wouldn't do to talk to you. As i sit hear with tear filled eyes is it supposed to hurt like this after this long. if this gets to you please say something .