well back again writing bout something wasnt sure what i wanted to say till now i want to say in the whole 32 yrs ive been alive ive never had real down to earth true friends till i came on the internet. i have even did something i thought was not possible and told ppl many times they full of it u cant build friendships off the internet well i was a fool cause i have made sooo many gd friendships ,gained a sister and developed a major crush . yes i like someone on the net very much but we are worlds apart , could a relationship built on distance survive well im not sure never been in that situation . my crush is a real gentleman, he tells it as it is , always puts others before himself. u dont see gd man like him around much anymore so now im in a pickle cause im not sure what to do bout it , should i ignore how i feel or should i react on how i feel ,would it be fair for the other person , how and what would they want . so why is it i finally find someone i feel would make me feel safe and treat me like a lady but theres a wall its just not fair . the gd man here are either married or gay lol. well i think ill just let things lie and it could get complicated and i definetlty wouldnt want to risk losing our friendship on whether a long distant relationship would work or not.just a little advise though u find someone that makes u smile in the worst situations , u always wonder where they are or are they thinking of u , when u see them come on line ur heart jumps a beat then u know u have found something very special and rare so make sure u think before u act so u make the right decision and remember friends are better than nothin so even though u may want more be happy knowing u always have a true friend