A little girl cries
Sitting in a corner
Where no one can here her tears
She is trapped
By a master she cannot see
It tortures her soul
And bleeds her to the brink of death
Though it won't let her dieIt loves her
And it will keep her forever weak
So she cannot run away
It keeps her that little girl
Even though she is a woman
It hides her in a cloak of childhood
The one she never had
That time in her life was taken
Because everything in her life was driving her mad
Her mind is a garbage dump
She just stock holds everything
The horrible, the bad, and the ugly
Anything good is everything that she cannot see
Black or white is all things are
Never any grey in between
After years of pain and torture
She gathers all her strength
To tear down the bondage that holds her
She tries so hard
With all her might
She screams and shouts
As the support kick in
She kicks, fights, and rips at her bindings
Her tears are streaming down her face
She is blinded by the pain
But she fights her attacker
The master no longer
As the bondage of twenty-one years falls away
And the weight of the world falls from her shoulders
She is free at last from this bastard
This disease that she let rule her life
A disorder endured upon her by a family member
But why?
No-one knows
One thing that is for sure
That she was me!
Written: 2/12/2006