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Okay, so here is my first attempt at a video blog. I've been asked to do one of these by so many people, so it seems that people are more interested in WATCHING me rather than reading what I have to say! You have been warned! Let me know which you like better?

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I'm not sure how often I'll do these video blogs, as you may or may not know, even though I only talked for 10 minutes, it takes a lot longer than that for Aiden to capture the video, compress it, upload it, convert it and post it. But then again... that's what I pay him for!

So, yesterday I was running some errands. While I was leaving Rite Aid, I heard someone say, "Hey. Belladonna." I turned to see if I knew who it was. I didn't. It turned out to be Keith and Jochem from the band Caputo. They told me that they messaged me a while back and also sent me their CD but it got returned. They had a copy in the car and got it for me. Normally, I do not have time to listen to music that people send to me or give to me when they see me, but Keith and Jochem were really nice, down to earth, and not pushing their music down my throat. I really respected that, so I listened to it. I like it a lot. I think Keith has a great voice and the music is definately something I can listen to, this CD is going in my iPOD. But before I get to far, I thought this was cute. Keith told me that he REALLY liked my feet and I got excited and asked if he wanted to see my blue toes! He did! He e-mailed me later and told me that it made his year that I showed him my toes! I love guys with a foot fetish! I'm not pushing this music on anyone, but if you're interested, here is their website. I got my new occasional table delivered from Ligne Roset today. It's called the Plato and it is BAD ASS! But more importantly, while the guys were delivering it, an old man came hauling ass around the corner and drove directly underneath the truck. If he were a few feet more to the right, he would have decapitated himself. I caught it all on camera! Its sad to think that could have been a person standing there, or ME getting into my car. Around 11am, I started my final interview with Stephen Dark for the Salt Lake City Weekly. I feel that this story will be a very personal story to me. I have shared as much of my life with Stephen in the 6.5 hours that we've spoken with each other. I've told some things from parts of my life that were very dark that I don't think I have told any other media source. I hope that people can learn from me from this story and maybe even relate to me while reading it. As soon as I find out when it's getting published, I'll let everyone know! Living in Los Angeles, you see a lot of stars. I'm really not star struck. I don't like to bother famous people and I'm not one of those crazy fanatics. On the other hand, some famous people, you just don't expect to see. Ever. But, today, it was a different day. I was training at my "new fitness" place and its a small establishment which only holds about 5 or 6 people and their trainers. So I walk in and got ready to do my session, I looked around the room and there, right infront of my very eyes, stood FUCKING MADONNA! Yes, that Madonna. I almost shit my pants, right there in the room, on the floor. If I had anal sex this morning, I probably would have. But I still kept my cool and went along with my routine. I didn't stare at her, I didn't let it affect me. But when she finished her session and was leaving, she walked passed me and gave me the eye. Maybe she just had something in her eye, and it uncontrollably turned to me, but I want to think that she's always loved a woman with a shaved head! I know she had a girlfriend with a shaved head before! Anyway, I'm sure I'm starting to sound like one of those fanatics, so I'll move on. A lot of you, ok not a lot, but there has been a few of my fans that have asked to buy my shoes. Now is your chance! I'm auctioning off a pair of red wooden heart-shaped heels. They're size 7.5 and come with an autographed polaroid of me wearing them! And for anyone interested in seeing the new guy, Mark! I've put up 5 free pictures of him and I on my website and also for members, the full scene we did plus all the pictures and BTS! For those of you who don't know, I also do daily cartoons of me on my website that I can't post here on myspace for obvious reasons. But they're good for a daily laugh, so check them out! Oh yeah, this guy Dom, posted a cool video clip of Charlie Brooker's Screenwipe, where they mention me! Thanks guys! And for that, I'm making him my Friend of the Day!

I know you were all expecting my big STD blog today, but I've decided to hold off on that for the moment. But right now, one thing I'd like to talk about it fucking Claire Adams! Can I just say that she turned me on SO bad today in her scene with Steve. All without even having his dick inside any of her holes! It was amazing. She used her hands and her feet. And that's it! She had Steve by the balls, literally! She was being THE biggest tease and I fucking loved it! It's not everyday that I shoot a scene where two people are completely turned on by each other. I mean, there are great performers out there, and then there are people like Claire and Steve. Man, if only there were more people like these two in this industry. My panties would be wet all day long. Just look at the way this girl bends. Did you know she went to clown school? You guys thought I was flexible, I'm nothing compared to this one! I'm pretty sure she could probably bend herself directly in half so her ass cheeks touch the back of her head! And if you want to see more of this girl just go to her website. I really don't think I can sum up all of her talents in this blog! I think Claire is so much fun, I've invited her over on Thursday night to watch Lost with me! Is anyone else totally obsessed with this show like me? Yes, yes I know about all the lost fanatic sites, so you don't have to post about them, but are any of MY fans obsessed with it? :) I just hate how they get you interested in a certain aspect of the show, and then the next episode they totally jump to something new... I guess thats why I'm so interested in it... I just want answers!!! Anyway, enough about that... Oh yeah, my new hair. It's a bit on the orange side, I'll be fixing that soon! And I promise I'll get to that STD blog soon, I know there are a lot of people interested in what I have to say, but I do have to think about what I want to accomplish with it first.

Another successful day here at the Belladonna Entertainment compound! Today we shot the beautiful, Rebecca Linares, with my favorite newcomer, Mark Steele! How lucky is this guy! Only two shoots in and he's already got to work with Rebecca! I haven't even worked with her yet!!! But bet your asses when I do, it's going to be one hell of a scene! She keeps telling me she wants to do a scene with me and she wants it to be really nasty! What should I do with her?? But before we shot Rebecca and Mark, we shot a newer girl, Tommie Ryden. This girl screams innocence! Only she's using it to disguise her true identity! She worked with Jon Jon. He popped in three spots! And the stuff that hit the couch? She cleaned it up for us, without using her hands! Dirty girl!!! She'll be booked again! Tomorrow, we have another busy day. We're shooting Jon Jon again, but this time with Amber Rayne. And sadly, I have to say, I won't be performing tomorrow with Steve Holmes and Claire Adams :( I badly managed my time over the weekend and was not able to get tested in time for the shoot! I'm SORRY Steve! I know how badly you have been wanting to work with me, but I also know how badly you want to work with Claire!! And while we're on the subject of testing, tomorrow's blog will be a learning experience, and educational blog, if you will. Prepare for my rant on sexually transmitted diseases, a few things you may already know, a few you may not, but mostly about how important it is for ALL of you to get TESTED regularly!

84 degress in the valley today? 79 in Malibu? That's right. So I went to the beach. El Matador. It was a last minute decision seeing as how the weather called for it and all. It was 9am as Aiden wandered into the kitchen. Vamos a la playa! He said "OK". When Aiden says OK, I jump all over it because he's the type of guy that never wants to do anything but work work WORK! He needs to have a little more fun in his life! When we got there, it was a bit cloudy, so I really didn't get all that much sun. Boo! Good thing Aiden brought his sun shade AND set it up. Ha Ha. The water was great though. I like El Matador Beach a lot because there's never anyone there and the people who ARE there, for the most part, are really good people. When I say good, I mean they care about their beaches, like not leaving their trash after they leave or burying garbage in the sand, or if they DO see someone's trash, they will go clean it up. Try to find that at Venice or Santa Monica. I wish I lived closer to Malibu because I would go to the beach during the week! See how it looks like I have the whole beach to myself?! Well there were "other" people around, but by no means would I call it a crowd. The last time we went there was a guy who liked to lay out in the nude. Sure it's not "legal", but that's what is so cool about this beach. We stayed for about 4 hours. That's more than enough time to layout under the clouds :( On Monday, I'm going to Portafino again to get tan for my scene with Steve and Claire on Tuesday. Oh also, there will be media coverage on set for that shoot. A guy from a Los Angeles independant film newspaper wants to do an expose on me. Possibly a cover story! I just got home now, and we're about to order California Pizza Kitchen through LaBite.com, the greatest online delivery service ever created... when they get the orders right! Original BBQ chicken pizza and adobe chicken chowder! YUM! I hope you all have a great rest of the weekend! I know I will!

Today I woke up with a sore throat and it made me smile because I knew that I had done a great job yesterday at work! I made my way into the kitchen to make myself some fresh juice out of apples, oranges, carrots and beets. I bought my juicer about a month ago and I love it. I like to do this everyday if I am not too busy. Then I was off to work (which is literally up the stairs). I did a phone interview today for the Detroit newspaper that will be released very shortly. I also did an interview via email for the Good Vibrations online magazine which is a sex positive lesbian run sex toy retailer out of San Francisco and I thought it was a good interview. I like doing interviews but some are better than others. I feel that some questions can be a little repetative, so when I get questions that are intresting to me I am excited to answer them. I went to take a shower with my new body wash that my special fan sent to me and I was surprised at how smooth and creamy it was going on my body. I loved it soo much that I used it in my hair. Speaking of hair I think I am going to dye my hair hot pink for a couple of weeks and then I will shave it smooth to the skin. I have been promising one of my fans from the U.K. for a couple of years now that I would do it for him so I want to make his wish come true. Thanks Pete 100. :) I went shopping for another couch at Ligne Roset, I love the furniture there because it really goes well with my new house. The furniture is on the modern side but imported from Europe so it can take up to three months to get the couch. I bought one last September and didn't get it until the second week of January. It is worth the wait so I am going to get another one but in a different color. I also bought two new coffee tables, one for downstairs and one for the bar area. I wanted a new bed also, but I figure I had spent enough already and the bed can wait! I had a nice fight with Aiden the WHOLE ride home. He always decides do wait until the very last minute to do things. We're shooting two girls next week and he decides today that he doesn't want them to have fake nails so he wants to call the agent and tell them to make sure the girls have no fake nails, just after I told the agent to make sure the girls fingers and toes are looking good because its a handjob / footjob shoot. Aiden gives me the BIGGEST headaches sometimes. Near the end of the ride, I had my fingers plugging my ears so I didn't have to listen to his bullshit. But as you can see from the picture, he made it up to me by asking me if I wanted to go to my favorite french cafe called Le Pain Quitodien. Wasn't that nice of him? I declined, but it was the thought that counted. So girls and guys, listen up. Belladonna's tip of the day:
"Even just letting your partner know that you're THINKING about them is just as important as actually DOING something for them."

Let me first just say that Josef is the greatest makeup artist to ever live! Tell me I'm wrong, I dare you! and you'll dare me to delete you from my friends list! Jk! So I woke up this morning and I asked Aiden how he wanted to see me today. You know because I'm a service sub. I aim to please. So he said "Fuck Jedi!" If you're familiar with the Jason Ellis show, you'll know what we're talking about! So for my first scene today with Ethan, it was Fuck Jedi! To prepare for my two scenes today, I did some yoga and meditation. I had to get into the right state of mind to suck off two perfect strangers in one day. You know, I may be Belladonna, but I'm also Michelle Sinclair, an ex-mormon from Salt Lake City, Utah. I'm just a gentle kindered spirit. I have feelings too! Just kidding!!! I'm such a silly character! But I did do some stretching because Aiden wanted to see if I could get both legs behind my head. I guess I stretched a little too long for him because eventually he left with his camera before I did it. Boo Aiden! Well he did actually get this cool shot of me stretching, so I can't boo him too much. Ethan has a BIG one! Not extermely long, but that thing is FAT! When you see Odd Jobs, you'll know exactly what I'm talking about! Great load he produces too! He's doing something right! Now we're just waiting for "the new guy" to show up from Huntington Beach! He should actually be here in a few minutes.. I'll write more tonight...

Orginally we had John West scheduled to shoot with Lexi Love, but when he showed up, Lexi didn't like something about him so she said she wouldn't work with him. No big deal, we gave him his kill fee and called into LA Direct for a replacement killer! We got one. Van Damage! He didn't really do much damage to her this time, but what he did do was an amazing blowjob/handjob/footjob scene. Well, actually it was more the other way around... SHE did all the damage to him! She was literally climbing off the walls in this scene! As you can see, I got to fluff a little. Not really, but I wanted to! All I got to do was clean her feet off for her! I like cleaning all the girls feets in my movies, but I think some of them think I'm weird when I do it! Like they're thinking, "Please don't touch me when the camera's not on!" Hehe, yes, yes, I am *that* guy! Anyway, the scene went really well and I'm very, very proud of how this new movie is coming along. I just can't wait to do MY scenes in the movie! I can't take all this "behind the camera" work! I need some action!!! After the scene, we got THE best sushi in the valley, Sushi Dan! I know a lot of you know it and I go there ALL the time. I've had quite a few people tell me they see my picture there and also my stickers. So I know it's a very popular place! Why wouldn't it be? It's the BEST sushi in the valley! You know what Aiden got? Teriyaki chicken. He hates sushi. Boo! He loses! Tomorrow I was supposed shoot Adriana Nicole and Gia Paloma, but I had to reschedule those scenes because Aiden needs more time to edit iODiNEGiRL! Boo again! He's so slow! Can I get a Boo Aiden! Oh well, I'm off to watch cartoons!