ANGELIC KISSES's blog: "****ONLY IN DREAMS****"

I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart ... You had it all along

Where is my someone? Please do tell, for he I do not see Is my true love desperately searching for someone just like me? Or is he simply out of grasp, a feather in the wind? I hope that he will find me, before I reach wit’s end I wish for something pure, a real and truthful love, A beautiful feeling deep inside that conquers all else above I know that he is out there, I can feel him in my heart But until the day I find him, my soul is torn apart If he belonged to me right now, embraced within my arms, I’d hold him until the sun arose and give him all life’s charms I’d pledge to him my love, and never leave his side For him I would give all my trust, in him I could confide I always try to find someone to put into his place But instead I further realize, that him I can’t replace To me, my love compares to an everlasting kiss, A perfect unity, a never ending bliss Or perhaps it’s better summed up as being life itself For without love there is no life, for it’s an empty shelf I am not the only one that needs this love, I know there must be more My perfect man could be reading this, so this question I implore Are you my someone? Please do tell for you I do not see Are you desperately searching for someone just like me?

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I give to you this precious gift For I have naught but this to give, A rose I hold in simple hands, To signify my frindship within So hard it was to choose just one For many held the beauty of you, Reflected in their crimson tones And basking in their rosy hues But oh, how one, it caught my eye Ablaze with color, apart from the rest Reduced me to a breathless sigh And lured me with its lovely scent So this I chose, a single rose, Its tender petals silken smooth, And with it ... give my frienship to you NFS

To brokenhearted women, please heed these words I say, the pain you think eternal will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered he wasn't the one for you, true love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soul mate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way, and the bond that forms between you will grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do, God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is so short and precious, so make every moment last, live today, tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one who left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal will slowly fade away.

~ Seductive Touch ~ As I walk towards you I hear the pounding that beats in your heart Anticipating the sensual moistness of my lips softly on your skin Grabbing you tightly in my arms as I cradle the small of your back Pulling your delicate body to my soft lips as I gently kiss your neck Your body arches as the touch of my mouth explores you everywhere Surrendering helpless as the intense passion moves your inter soul My hands move all throughout you with passion driven force of love Biting your top lip as your moans scream loudly of what’s happening Feeling your body lose all strength as you release your every control Fingernails driving into my skin as my tender tongue penetrates inside Rendering your soft amazing body in a extreme state of intense desire Tugging me closer as you ache for more of what my love is given you Thrusting further in a pool of your soul interlocking our hearts together Reaching deep inside as drenched bodies grind to a rhythm of ecstasy Your body wrapped so tightly around me in this true form of passion Laying on your body kissing your lips as I look in your beautiful eyes Lost in sweet sensation with a majestic moment of a seductive touch.

Private Pain All alone I sit once again My tears, a constant stream An outflow of the pain the resides deep within An outward expression of that... private pain My Lord and Saviour pops in and tells me that it will be ok That this is only the growing pains that I must feelto reach the Glory he has for me Yet privately the desperation grows Feelings of inadequacy and unworthiness creep in Feeling now like I am not worthy to breathe this air in my lungs What is this thing that has a hold on me? Lord won't you save me from this? Why must I feel this way? The pain kept private and held deep within Nobody else can see Everyone else is above me So why would they bother with someone like me? I try to maintain my strength My composure My lust for life and lord Why must I lose sight of all that I love in this? Nothing can escape this darkness that has befallen me Yet I know tomorrow once again the light will come and tarry for awhile Only to once again be overcome by this constant private visitor; Darkness I want so much to shut the door of my heart and refuse it entry Yet it still finds its way through the cracks and opens the gatesThe flood of darkness once again overcomes me Bringing with it all the ugliness it holds in its power Beseiging my heart, body, mind and soul. What is the missing link? What is it that I dont have? Where do I find the weapon to once and for-all destroy this beast and run it out of my life forever? I know the answer... so why can't I grasp HIM with all my might and trust completely in HIS promise? I know with all my knower that if I were able to do this HE would be my answer to this as he has always been to every other thing in my life. So, what is it within me that keeps me from it? MY FATHER I can't do this alone... my pain is private but I know that it is not private to YOU! Show me how to trust you completely Lord. Remove these locks and chains on my heart that seem to keep holding me back. I want desperately to give it all to you, but I can't seem to get it done on my own. Am I asking too much for help with this? Don't I have a responsibility to be able to trust in you on my own? I wish I could Lord, but without your help I'm afraid I'll never reach you. Please don't let that happen Lord! Amen Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself

A new day has just begun time to bask 'neath the sun Yesterday is dead and gone to a new day you belong Rejoice and be glad there's no need to be sad Leave your burdens behind allow only good to fill your mind Make the best of this new day only good will come your way Have A Good Day!

He speaks to me from lands unseen. He even haunts my nightly dream. Who is this man that captured my heart? It's as if he knew me right from the start. He says the things I long to hear. He makes me smile from ear to ear. He lightens my heart and eases my mind. I feel the walls crumble as I begin to unwind. Will he be the one that takes me away? The one who will love me every day? Is he a dream or a dream come true? Does he mean it when he says I love you? Shall I put away the hurt from the past? Shall I chance a love that might last? Shall I place my heart in his caring hand? Or alone in the darkness shall I stand? I will give love one last chance. I will let it lead me into the dance. Whether I stand or whether I fall, At least I would have loved with all.