Beth's blog: "Stuff!"

Some have asked me why I changed my name...to be honest I don't really think you can handle why I did it. My soul is tormented but not the for the reasons you may think. Love lost, love not found, broken, battered and bruised.....well yeah but there is more to it than that and if you really wanna know why....ask me and I will tell you. One person okay maybe two people really know why....the reason only two know is because I trust them.

I did not pick the name to sound emo or any shit like that!

You said we would be friends, I never asked for anything more than that....not that I wouldn't have like it. You took someone else's word over mine. Yeah, I said a lot of stupid things but I never lied to you. You told me to be true to myself and I have been. I am not jealous of who you are with or anything. What hurts most is how you take what I say and stab me in the back. I know why now I don't trust anyone! Those I do....wouldn't have walked away like you did!

I will not cry over you, I will only miss the one I called my friend and continue to pray that you are happy. 

Walls up.

Walls up so back away

I just don't care

about what you say

I am tired of all the games

you play

I feel lost and sometimes alone

It is time to go back

to what I have always known

The wall is up

So back away

What you say hurts

Please go away.

I know the lies

I know the pain

I know the torture and distain

I ask for your safety

and to heal a broken heart

I will be okay

Just need some time

to pick up the pieces

and get a fresh new start.

Watch me care, oh, wait, you missed it.

Love's when people try to flip me off, all I say is "SIT AND SPIN IF IT TICKLES BOUNCE B*TCH" :)

word of the day: shutupyoufuckingretard

"Every time I trust someone they show me why I shouldn't trust them anymore"

To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation... this is the heart of a true friend.

New meaning of stop, drop and roll. Stop running your mouth, drop the drama and roll your behind out the door.   See ya.

I've had enough of trying to prove myself to people. Now I don't care about what people think as long as I'm happy with myself! :)

I'm only here to make you look tall.

I am so sorry if you are not enjoying your life, but please quit trying to make me feel bad for enjoying mine!

Even though it feels like you are a million miles away, at times you still manage to make me smile :)

Distance is hard on a relationship, always communicate even if time is limited. Make sure to tell your girl/guy you love them every day or someone else will.

Never hold back, never back down, never give up. <3

Women are emotional creatures, Men are physical. Women can love at the drop of a hat, Men can love at the drop of a pair of panties.

I've hidden the tears I've cried, I've hidden the pain behind a facade of happiness. I've hidden all emotions from the world, because I love you & you love her.

Broken heart

Broken soul

I am not sure

where to go

I lost my way

back to where 

I belong

I am not even 

sure I need to be

As I wonder this life

sometimes alone

I will find my way

to the place 

called.....HOME!!

Why wasn't I stronger,

Why wasn't I braver,

Why did I have to leave

as you fought for us all

Gave your life

The ultimate sacrifice,

I should have been with you

Why did I have to live

You were so much better,

It should have been me!