b as in BEAUTIFUL bitch is feeling like's blog: "the one"

so you think Iam crazy you ain"t seen nothing yet. Step to me and see what happends. I can get a hole hell of a lot more crazyer then what you think. You may think you have seen it all. But not realy. I have held a lot of it back mess with me and see what happends. I can get pretty dirty if I need to don't push me over the edge or you will be sorry. Step to my face and then tell me how crazy iam afater i show you what crazy realy is. I mau not look like I can do some damge. But I can dodamge in more then one way let me show you with my words let me show you with my body let me show you how i get down and how crazy i can get.

I use to see the smile you gave to me. I use to feel your touch. I use to feel somthing for you. I use to feel the pain yuo caused me. But now iam just numb I cant feel you I can't feel your touch Iam just numb to it all. I use to let you get to me. I use to feel you cut throw me. Now I can't feel the blade. I see it cuting in to my skin but iam so numb. I can't even feel the blade you try to cut me with. But now iam just numb I can't feel you I can't feel your touch I am just numb to it all. Over time I got use to all the pain you tryed to cut in to me with. But I just became numb to it all over time. But now iam just numb I can't feel you I can't feel your touch I am just numb to it all. I let you stay even thow I can't feel what you do to me I think it cause I like the numb feeling you give to me, cause I just got so use to it. But now iam just numb I can't feel you I can't feel your touch I am just numb to it all. You can try to break me down but I don't think it will get you very far. Cause Iam just to numb to it all. My skinis to thick for me to feel the marks you try to leave on me. But now iam just numb I can't feel you I can't feel your touch Iam just numb to it all. I have pasted scars that have done more danmage then you could ever try to leave on me. They are deeper then you could ever go on me. You try to leave your own but you don't even break throw the skin with me cause Iam just to numb. But now iam just numb I can't feel you I can't feel your touch Iam just numb to it all.

I cant get it back, but I dont want it back, i Realized that, he dont know how to act Never been a dumb boo No im not dense I Just had a slight lack Of common sense I was the good girl he was the bad boy Im thinking one guy he thinking me, carl jenn and jess Yep he had plenty But love for me, he didnt have any I was inviting, him into my heart But he was out riding in some other girls car he was my night time, thought I was his star Guess I was wrong, but see im strong Wont take me long for me to move on Please dont worry bout me im fine (Please dont worry bout me im fine) Only gonna play the fool one time (Only gonna play the fool one time) Trust me when I say That i'll be ok Go on boy (Go on boy) Go on boy (Go on boy) Go on boy I cant get it back, but I dont want it back, i Realized that, he dont know how to act Tried to settle down and look what I get Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet he at the bar getting drinks from many girls Im in the house, thinking hes with his friends Trust not knowing, truly not knowing I look back now like, man, I was open I was inviting, him into my heart But he was out riding in some other girls car he was my night time, thought I was his star Guess I was wrong, but see im strong Wont take me long for me to move on Please dont worry bout me im fine (Please dont worry bout me im fine) Only gonna play the fool one time (Only gonna play the fool one time) Trust me when I say That i'll be ok Go on boy (Go on boy) Go on boy (Go on boy) Go on boy The mistake i made is clear (we never shoulda been together) Thats the reason youre not here (I know that I can do much better) Not a single salty tear Not a feeling in my chest Baby im feeling no stress Im too fly to be depressed Go on boy Go on boy Go on boy Go on boy Please dont worry bout me im fine (Please dont worry bout me im fine) Only gonna play the fool one time (Only gonna play the fool one time) Trust me when I say That i'll be ok Go on boy (Go on boy) Go on boy (Go on boy) Go on boy

I got a lot to say to you Yeah, I got a lot to say I noticed your eyes are always glued to me Keeping them here and it makes no sense at all They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies Your little spies They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies Your little spies Crush, crush, crush Crush, crush 1, 2, 3, 4 Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one, two I was just counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than' this If you want to play it like a game Come on, come on let's play Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies Your little spies They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies Your little spies Crush, crush, crush [Crush Crush Crush lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] Crush, crush 1, 2, 3, 4 Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one, two I was just counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than' this now Rock and roll baby, don't you know that we're all alone now I need something to sing about Rock and roll hey, don't you know, baby that we're all alone now I need something to sing about Rock and roll hey, don't you know, baby that we're all alone now Give me something to sing about Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one, two I was just counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than' no Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one, two I was just counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than' More than this Ohh Hmm

(What would the music be without sounds) Pitbull: Young Boss, Miss Trina, Pitbull Let's show em' how we get down I Party like a rockstar I Look like a movie star I Play like an all star I F**k like a pornstar Baby I'm a superstar Always posted at the bar Always wit' a couple broads Maybe I'm just dat dat raw Dawg check da resume I hit somethin' everyday Ask about me n' dey'll say That chicko run MIA Pitbull, young boss That’s fire Go girl wear it out ‘til your tired Just tryin’ to pay tuition Liar My corner is like HBO's wire So please don't play no games And baby don't say no names And we can do this one more again Next time you can bring your friends So go get your friends And I get my friends And we can be friends Do dis every weekend pre-hook: we can hit your place we can hit my place she’s on my top 8 I bagged her off of myspace Chorus: Go girl x8 Shake dem dice and roll em' x 2 When dey ask u whats dat dance U say dat’s the hustle man Young Boss: Girl I wanna know your name Girl who u be? Don’t care wif' who you came As long as u leave wit' me What chu sippin’ on? I'll buy you a drink Get u in them shiny things Yer grill be pink I see those Jimmy Choos [Go Girl lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] Those Vera Wangs I luv the way u work Girl do your thing u see my stunna shades I’m like a star My click is full of ballas We at the bar So go get your friends And I get my friends And we can be friends do dis every weekend Pre hook: we can hit your place we can hit my place she’s on my top 8 I bagged her off of myspace Chorus: Go girl x8 Shake dem dice and roll em' x 2 When dey ask u what’s dat dance U say dat’s the hustle man Trina: Diamond princess I make em' bust quick Man I back it up Like a Mack Truck (heavy breathing) Don’t talk about it boy Be about it boy I got them girls boy Turn out your girls boy Just talking freak nig I’m talking freaky shit Cuz I'm a freaky bitch So go get your friends And I get my friends And we can be friends do dis every weekend pre-hook: we can hit your place we can hit my place she’s on my top 8 I bagged her off of myspace Chorus: Go girl x8 Shake dem dice and roll em' x 2 When dey ask u what’s dat dance U say dat’s the hustle man

u know u miss this. i can see it in your eyes. it been a while since iv seen u but i still got something u miss. all the lil thing i use to do. we were toghter but not realy it just seem like it at times. we had this thing that was un spoken. i took care of u had your back and u had mine, but i wasn't your girl and u sure as hell where not my man. u where my friend and still are. it been years but thing still haven't changed. u got a girl and i got a man but u still miss whatwe had at times and i do to. but i know no matter what one thing will never change we will still be there for one other. when u need me u know iam there when i need u i know u will be there. thow something will never be like the use to one think i know is when i need u u your a call away and that what are friendship is about and i don't care what anyone thinking or say. i love u for beingmy friend no matter what.

so u say u know me check yourself. dont think u can ready me cause it never going to happend. i let u belive u know me and can read me well wrong again cause i went and did it agian like i always do i switch it up on u. i don't give 2 flying fucks what u think. sometimes i feel bad other times i don't realy care. if i hurt u. iam who iamand if u cant handle or deal with me then u know where to go. iam not asking u to stick around walk away know if u don't like what u get from me cause news flash babe iam never going to changenever have and never will this is who i will always be. i may love u but i can still be kind mean to u at times and it may hurt when iam like that at times. but i hav my reson. that why the call me a cold hearted bitch at times. cause like i siad this is me ya one min iam makeing u happy then the next i could be dragging u throw the mud. sorry that just the way iam ate times aor iamsorry hahahahaha u can never tel with me.

so been thinking and i was talking to a friend yeserday about my dreams and passion in life and everytime i think about this i come to see that music is a big part of my life. no matter what iam doing or when it come right down to it music is my life. so iam going to get back in to writeing poems and song again it may take me a well or it may still never happend but my biggest dream is to write and sing my own songs. the more i think about the more i look around me and i know so many people that are in bads or that are djs or that have some part in to music and everytime i talk to one of them the keep telling me to stick with it and stop pushing it to the side some may say that i can't sing lol but 99% i here all the time that i have great voice and u know what dam it maybe i should stop being so shy and stop hideing and stop thinking people will judge me and my voice ya some may not like it but hey there are thow people that don't like some kind music but there must be some out there that would like what have to say and would list to what i have to sing about. so fuck it i thought to my self iam going to start writeing again so there should be many more blog more of some of my song and poems and maybe like siad just maybe someday i will make my dream come try and then i will be truly happy.

ok it been 3,4 week way to long for me right now but i need to get laid and i mean some realy good fucking sex right now i don't at this point and time give 2 flying fucks about feeling about it not about feeling right now it about about my need being met i want so hair pulling ass slapping bitting digging your dam fingers in to my body givein it to me like i like it rough fucking sex iam going nuts i hate this shit iam use to getting it all the time and then when it just stop i go fucking crazy i pretty much need someone in my life to give it to me when i want someone i can just call up and be like come fuck me now and it happends that be the best thing in my live right now.

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad I drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there'll be hell today, I'm late for work again And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day And then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through Then you hand me a towel and all I see is you And even if my house falls down, I wouldn't have a clue Because you're near me and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life