LadyPrecious FuOwned by Tomcat's blog: "UR SO VAIN; U PROBLY THINK THIS BLOG IS ABOUT U **if u cant open ur mind, dont open my blog**"

*emits a small, slightly amused chuckle* NSFW content? Only if i start cursin! N believe me, at this particular moment, I'm just grumpy enough to go for it. But I wont. I will be a good lil Precious n mind my manners. Its not Y'ALL's fault I cant get any decent rest. Hell! I bet most of y'all reading this are sleep deprived as well. :( Pitiful club, eh? Insomniacs Anonymous *heh!* Honestly, its not so much that i CANT sleep as it is that I cant STAY asleep. for example, i finally fell asleep right about 6am. its just turnin 7am and im awake already, thanks to a heart-pounding nightmare. *Grrrrrr!* WTF?!?! now im not so eager to doze back off n revisit that dream. Yes, when i wake from a nitemare, it is pretty likely that i will rejoin it whenever i may fall back 2sleep. :'( I hate it. But im so @#$%&()+* exhausted!! My body aches and my eyes are burning mercilessly. i have 2b up, gettin ready 4work @ 2pm. i know... that gives me 7 hrs (minus a few mins) 2rest up. doze off.. easier said than done. my body is so willing but my subconscious is gonna fight it as long as possible. i guess i will wrap up this BS session here and bid y'all Good Day! i hope er1 has a great Thursday... The wkend draws nearer!! wish me luck.....

I've been making adjustments 2my profile, here and there, over the past cpl days. Most of u won't/don't give a damn bout any of this & that's just fine with me. I've spent so much.. TOO much.. time obsessing over other ppl's opinion of me. I am not a bad person. I have the biggest heart & its bursting with love 2give! I'm not necessarily speaking of romantic love..... But I've tried so hard 4so long 2hide as much of the darkness.. the sadness and anger that eats me up inside. I've tried 2keep smiling thru the tears I choke back and now I'm drowning in them. I am not perfect. Heaven knows I have my flaws & I am my own worst judge/critic. I hate leaning on the ppl around me cuz I feel so gawd damned petty when I do. I have had friends that battled cancer or were w/o a home, for example.. How can I cry bout my trivial day 2 day 2 some1 who REALLY suffers??? It does force me 2count my blessings but still, my pain is PAIN & I am suffocating in it. So..... Back 2the topic of my profile.... (I love and thank u Ash 4bringing me here and keeping me here when i stripped my page and blogs & was ready 2cancel my account. I love u more everyday!! U have been TRIED heavily and have remained TRUE thru it all!!! *Mmwah!*) CherryTAP has been the means thru which I have been able 2somewhat bail out this sinking ship, "Christina". N I am blessed 2have made a few new friends that have found me worthy of a deeper look. A look beyond the anger and sadness so blatantly displayed 4all 2see. For those of u who have reached ur hands out 2me n have endured me with unwavering patience n compassion, I THANK GOD/GODDESS 4EACH AND EVERY ONE OF U n when I struggle 2see a light at the end of the tunnel, I will count my blessings. And YOU are my blessings!! +Peace & Blessings!+ Christina

It may take you two minutes to read this but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. __________________________ You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. __________________________ Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean. __________________________ You go to the mall and get your hair redone. He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today. __________________________ You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over. He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. __________________________ You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight. He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home. __________________________ You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday. He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume. __________________________ You roll your eyes as a baby cries. He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they'll ever meet __________________________ You criticize your government, and say that war never solves anything. He sees the innocent tortured and killed by their own people and remembers why he is fighting. __________________________ You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun of men like him. He hears the gunfire, bombs and screams of the wounded. __________________________ You see only what the media wants you to see. He sees the broken bodies lying around him. __________________________ You are asked to go to the store by your parents. You don't. He does exactly what he is told. __________________________ You stay at home and watch TV. He takes whatever time he is given to call, write home, sleep, and eat. __________________________ You crawl into your soft bed, with down pillows, and get comfortable. He crawls under a tank for shade and a 5 minute nap, only to be woken by gunfire. __________________________ You sit there and judge him, saying the world is probably a worse place because of men like him. If only there were more men like him If you support your troops, repost this with a "OOORAH!"

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up. Remember the five simple rules to be happy: Free your heart from hatred - Forgive. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen. Live simply and appreciate what you have. Give more. Expect less NOW ............ Enough of that crap . . . The donkey later came back, and bit the farmer who had tried to bury him. The gash from the bite got infected and the farmer eventually died in agony from septic shock. MORAL FROM TODAY'S LESSON: When you do something wrong, and try to cover your ass, it always comes back to bite you. You have two choices...smile and close this page, or pass this along to someone else to spread the fun.

i am 35 and i 2work in an auto shop with a bunch of guys whose avg age is 20-25. i usually am easy-goin n roll with their punches but sometimes their playful prodding crosses the line 2 downright disrespectful. i cant tell u just how @#$%^&* tired i am of hearing SHUT THE F**K UP evertime I open my mouth, whether it be 2ask a question or give some1 info. & i am SO sick 2DEATH of bein called BITCH as if they were callin me by name. rarely do i ever get addressed by my proper name. like i said, i try roll with the punches and laugh it all off but 2day, somethin inside snapped & the tears were uncontrollable. now er1 wants 2scoff @ me 4bein a CRYBABY. WTF?!?!?!? CRYBABY?!?!?!? where the HELL is the respect i'm due @VERY least 4bein a woman, let alone a woman 10-15yrs older than any of em. ENUFF IS ENUFF!!! no more tears... next time some1 steps outta line wit me, I'M BEATIN HIS ASS!!!! ok.. i think iv pulled myself back 2gether. thanks 4 "listenin"

JANUARY BABY Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when Restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. MARCH BABY Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and Reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves Peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins. you will meet your new love in 8 days. APRIL BABY Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and Sympathetic. Concerned and Detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to Cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will make an introduction to you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days. MAY BABY Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts! Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to Dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good Imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the Next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days. JUNE BABY You've got the best personality and are an absolute Pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive and/or loyal partner. You are a wicked Hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress/writer yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! In the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes. JULY BABY Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional, temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and Forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Judges people through Observations. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days. AUGUST BABY Outgoing personality. Takes risks. Feeds on attention. No self control. Kind Hearted. Self confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to, has an "every thing¢s peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. In need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. "Charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. Stubborn. Curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month. SEPTEMBER BABY Active and dynamic. Decisive but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate. Insecure. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys tender affection. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days. OCTOBER BABY Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to be at the center of attention. Appreciates beauty. Inner and physical beauties are yours. Spendthrift. Doesn't pretend but sometimes tells tales. Gets angry often but controls temper. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Sometimes indecisive. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not always care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. Repost this in 5 mins... NOVEMBER BABY Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality! Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month. DECEMBER BABY This straight-up means your the most good-looking person possible...better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind.

To The People In My Life I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their email. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When You know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need You have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away, sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realise is that our need has een met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come To share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season. LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a Season or a lifetime. Send this to every friend that you have online, including the person who sent it to you. 0 Replies - you may need to work on your "people skills" 2 Replies - you are nice but probably need to be more outgoing 4 Replies - you have picked your friends well 6 Replies - you are downright popular 8 Replies or More - you are totally awesome (and that's probably why you're on MY list)