I dreamed of her again and it buged me. That life is all but gone. Its cold as fuck here...and I love it. The others say that I should leave town and try my luck elce where but...this is my town. Its true, I could go to colorado or new mexico or even LA but....cali sucks.^u-u^ I think I'll walk my park and wait for that someone to find me. And I hope its soon, I grow tired of hearing her call out to me. See you soon.