I was just sitting here thinking how uncertain things are. You have something one minute, and you lose it the next. Nothing is permanent and nothing is forever.
My friends mean everything to me. I try so hard for them, and I put 115% of myself into helping them. I enjoy helping my friends and I enjoy sticking up for them. I am just baffled at how much people don't see. A lot of their pain and heartache is brought on by themselves. Nobody can MAKE you feel sad. Nobody can MAKE you feel angry. Those are the choices that you made. Now, mind you, I am talking on more of a minor size situation. I am not saying that if someone killed your best friend, that it is your fault that you are mad and hurt. I would be pissed too and wanting to lash out on their killer. But anyways, I am just rambling.
It sounds weird, but for once I feel like I am part of a group on here. Like no matter what, there is a purpose for me. I am part of the XXX lounge and it makes me feel good to go in there and listen to all of them talk. Each one of them have such unique personalities, that it gets addicting. I have been happy to belong somewhere. But anyways, enough talkin about myself (even though I don't do it nearly enough and people can agree with me). I am going to drop the link of the lounge. If you want to join that would be great. I am in there if you can't get ahold of me here.
http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7011
Alright, thanks for readin. Hope to talk to you all soon.
