NbN's blog: "My Illnesses"

Just a quick note to say such a HUGE THANK YOU to all my friends and family that have been keeping me shit-faced, rating my pictures and keeping my account going.  Although my ranking dropped some, it certainly didn’t much thanks to some very awesome friends.  I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

I am still unable to come back due to health issues although I shall be back soon.  I have autos and bombs that I need to run and then assess what to do with my account.

For those who were looking and noticed, yes, My NSFW pics are ALL deleted and most of my individual pics as well.  After the debaucle of having my pics posted on an adult website, they were posted to CraigsList last week with some very crude offering of myself, so apparently, pictures of me need to be very scarce.  I’ve deleted all my profiles from websites except a couple now and shall begin the never-ending work of trying to remove personal info from the internet.  It’s amazing how much is out there.  The NSFW’s will never come back.  Some pics of me will come back copyrighted.  I’m sorry---I hate to do that, but I don’t even know who played this cruel joke on me—not just posting pics but giving out my legal first name and cell phone number==interesting week indeed.  Most people on here don’t even know my nickname, must less my legal first name….so this was personal and meant to hurt and they accomplished that goal.  Especially with as little as I’m on, the pics are better protected anyway and maybe one day when I feel better the general pictures of me may return.

I apologize if this displeases anyone, but I think anyone putting themselves in that same position could understand why I have made this decision….so please bear with me as I try to get healthy enough to get back on here and run out my autos and the bombs I need to return, and from there I’m not sure where I’m heading.

But I OWE a HUGE thank you and hugs to so many great friends that have been there for me through while I was gone from Fubar an the closer ones even that were there for me personally dealing with some difficult issues…so I intend to be back soon and do what I need to do with those items and go from there.  Thank you again to the friends---and you know exactly who you are---great people who do Fubar much justice and give the word Friend it’s true meaning.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart.