I don't need your forgiveness
I don't need your hate
I don't need your acceptance
So what should I do
I don't need your resistance
I don't need your prayers
I don't need your religion
I don't need a thing from you
I don't do what I've been told
Your so lame why don't you
Just go
Die mother fucker die mother fucker die
I don't need your prison
I don't need your pain
I don't need your decision
So what should I do
I don't need your approval
I don't need your hope
I don't need your lectures
I don't need a thing from you
I'll be sorry when I'm old
You're so full of shit man
Just go
Die mother fucker die mother fucker die
Boom
I don't need your forgiveness
I don't need your hate
I don't need your acceptance
So what should I do
I'll be sorry so you've said
I'm not sorry
Bang You're Dead
Die mother fucker die mother fucker die
Die
( I DID NOT WRITE THIS)
Hate is what I feel for you,
And I want you to know that I want you dead.
You're late for the execution...
If you're not here soon, I'll kill your friend instead.
All the pain I feel
Couldn't start to heal
Although I would like it to
I hate you and your apathy.
You can leave, you can leave, I don't want you here.
I'm playing this pantomime,
But I don't see you showing any signs of fear.
All the pain I feel
Couldn't start to heal
Although I would like it to
This time I'm for real
My pain can not heal
You will be dead when I'm through
Pain and execution
Put your hands in the air
Put your hands in the air
The air... yeah
I am, I am Israel's son
Israel's son I am
Put your hands in the air
Put your hands in the air
(I DID NOT WRITE THIS )
You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.
You forgive me for missing you when your not around,
And I'll forgive you for treating me so cold.
You forgive me for loving the sound of your voice,
And I'll forgive you for never listening to mine.
You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.
You forgive me for making you a "priority" in MY life,
And I'll forgive you for being merely an "option" on your life.
You forgive me for raising you up so high'
And I'll forgive you for putting me down so low.
You forgive me for wanting to spend time with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.
You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.
You forgive me for not being able to let you go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.
You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for laughing at me.
Returned demon that I call my own
always with me you keep coming back
as if haunting me yesterday wasn't enough
you hold me every night
playing with my thoughts
Nothing ever hurts you
Nothing turns you away from me
My stares don't penetrate
My lack of words never frightens you
They fall off you
and hurt me more
Each time you return
you take a part of me
stealing tokens from my heart
Adding them to your own
My precious Demon,
With open eyes I willingly submit my heart and soul to you
With gentle poison your love will fill me
No Pretense
No Reprieve
No goodbyes
Sitting here
I was reminded of the reasons why I lust you
your smile,
the way it teased at me seductivley
your laugh,
the way it tempted me
your eyes
the way they seemed to hypnotize me
remided of the resasons why I love you
your smile,
and the way it brings such life into me
your laugh
and the way it seemed to make everything ok
your eyes
how they always sem to read my thoughts
Standing here now
i can only think of the reasons why i have to let you go
your smile
and the way it confuses me
your laugh
and the way it seems to mock me
your eyes
and the way they seem to look into mine and not feel a thing.
Empty words & Shallow lies
Hidden pain that nobody knows
Eyes open hands fisted
Deep inside im warped & twisted
Many tricks so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobodys special, Nobodys gifted
Im Just me , warped & twisted
Sleeping awake, choking on a dream
listening loudly to my silent scream
call my mind, the numbers unlisted
lost in someone so warped and twisted
on my knees alive but dead
Invisible blood ive bled so bittersweet
im gone my mind is drifted
burnt out, wasted empty and hollow
today is just yesterdays tommorow
the sun dies out, the ashes sifted
smiling im here, warped and twisted
I lay here awake
haunted by your memories
I wish a thousand stars away across the midnight breeze
stalking over the remains of a fallen heart
Dark eyes and darker hearts
broken souls and false tears
all the toys of a sinners game where only the loved have lost
Id pay a thousand lives to erase the gleam in your eye
as you smiled through my tears and said
good riddance and not good bye
" NASTY GIRL"
Prominent citizen's in your town
taught to respect the all your life
Patted you on the head as a child,
Told you to make something of your mind
Now your grown and curious
looking to share your skills with the world
And as you start to explore and discover
even when you find things are not so pretty
They always told you TELL THE TRUTH
And so you purposefully Announce
Undeniable, Unfortunate truth:
Powerful people
Heinous crimes
years of lies
The world turns round on blackmail
subtle threats
secret surveillance
winks and nods
Sympathy for the victim's makes you weak
Threats of Violence
Criminal OR State?
Now your the target
About to learn the lesson:
THE Emperor HAS LOVELY CLOTHES AND EVERYBODY KNOWS IT
Beyond the violence ,
The wickedest weapon of all:::::::::
THE BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA OF STUPIDITY
That everyone accepts because it's backed by power
Thank goodness for the Nasty Girl
(perreault)
"FEAR"
I am not a part of you
I am the HEART OF YOU
I am not what you are
but your midnight star
calling out for you
no light coming though
I dawn in your head
devastated
dead
I like you style,
in which i shall prove VILE
believe in me
soon the truth you will see
~perreault~