1 PERCENTERS's blog: "POEMS.... written by Me"

Everything i told you was nothing but the truth 

I mean what i said about I’m no good for you 

Your world and my world are 2 very different worlds 

 I can’t change who i am to be accepted within yours

 

 You can’t survive what my world has in store       

We both knew what we were from the very beginning

 Just 2 people that found each other when it was least expected

  The timing was all wrong, you were single.... i wasn’t

 I have a daughter and you couldn’t be her father

 What’s in my life is nothing but chaos

 Unstable and unpredictable something that punishes

 For you, you have built a life that is very simple and complex

 You have a routine and a plan for what’s ahead

  I could never slow down to exist what u have created

 You couldn’t keep up with the twists and turns my life throws in

  I’m on the go from the time i wake up

   You get to rest till you decide times up

  You have a job that you go to every day

  Which means you are responsible and have discipline

   As for me i may be responsible just not in the same way

 Discipline well i have none, that’s the problem

  Your 5 yr plan i can imagine is full of wonderful successful dreams

  Mine is undecided and very sloppy

   Everything i have said i mean ever word

  I’m no good for you you'll only get hurt

  I know we are great together and it seems like this is what you want

 But i have this way about me that can blind you from seeing the evil side that is caged up

 It’s hard for you to believe that someone like me could be that bad

 If i was something different do you think i would let go of this and what we have?

  I can see that no matter what you can’t be convinced

 It’s worth waiting and fighting for is all i can get

I believe that you will fight for us, wait forever if i ask

 Some how I can't tell you that im willing to give that much back

  The love I have for you is why there will be a test

 Just know that no matter what happens that i warned you

 So if one day i leave you or vice versus

 I hope that we can part like how we started

  Just 2 people that found each other at the very wrong moment

  And if we survive this, i don’t see how we couldn’t destroy it

  Then it will be the best time of our lives and i will say to you

  I’m so glad that you were right; we are better together than we were ever apart

 

 

 

 

 

      

 

 

                                                                    BY: ME                         *june 06 2011*