I know it sounds a little strange, but lately I have really just been thinking a lot. Not about anything in particular or necessarily that deep, I just sit and wonder sometimes. I think that is what makes me good at my job sometimes. I can think outside the box and attack a situation from more then one angle. I can absorb a lot of information about the area about me, other things I think other people would miss. Body language, eye contact, tone of voice.. I dunno, like random things too. Usually bits some useless information that I catch while channel surfing, stopping at anything that catches my eye.


The last couple months have been pretty hard for me. I lost my grandma in Oct, who was like a mother to me due to the fact i lived with her from the time I was 3 yrs old. Since then, I have had a hard time gettin things together, getting my life back on the right track. But im working on it. Just gotta keep goin. Thanks to my friends who have helped me with that, you know who you are.



"Sometimes you just gotta let shit go and say to "hell with it" and move on."
-Eminem


“I know it seems hard sometimes but remember one thing.
Through every dark night, there’s a bright day after that.
So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out, keep ya head up.... and handle it.”
- Tupac Shakur


(Even though I don't like Star Wars and have seen Zero...)
"To do or not to do, there is no try."
-Yoda


"And we can't just wish it away. ... It will be the same loss, the same hurt tomorrow. There's been that change in our lives."
-Pastor Todd McGahee
(Don't know him, never met him. Just happened to read it on a day that it fit me)

"Most."
- Maxine Reynolds (R.I.P.)

"If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward."
- Rev. Dr. Martian Luther King Jr.