36 Year Old
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Male
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From Vancouver, WA·
Joined on September 17, 2009
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Born on January 7th
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I'd think I'd have something witty to say here, but right now I'm just going down on the up and down emotional roller coaster, I know it won't stay like that forever, and I'll bounce back like I always have, but that doesn't comfort me.
Because with every up must come the eventual down, and the down is what sucks (obviously).
I have an idea, something I have trouble conveying that idea in terms that make sense to most people (or at least in a way that they'll consider it)
Lets say Open Relationship, and one thing comes to mind, polygamy, and something else, swingers, and something entirely different, what I'm looking for doesn't have a term yet falls a bit under each of these. See the dilemma?
And not being able to adequately describe what I'm looking for really frustrates me. Being a constant contradiction of my passion, lust, sense, reason and honor really wears me down, I can't just let go like I really want to cause the world doesn't accept that at all, but yet if I hold back, nothing ever happens on its own.
I'll be surprised if anyone ever even reads all of this (and if you do, message me), but at least I feel better letting some (if but a small part) of the world know how I feel.
Then again, if your up for trying something new out, throw me a line and I'll share as much as makes sense in my head.
36 Year Old
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Male
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From Vancouver, WA·
Joined on September 17, 2009
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Born on January 7th
Idols
I don't have any idols. No one in my life has given me so much that I have to idolize them. If I were to do such a thing I'd have to idolize the entire world as how I think comes from a culmination of ideas that I see, hear, and experience.
Latest Status
Mongobeef Tired, feeling a bit better. Sleep now, wake up more...I dunno, something.