Tomorrow night May 8th is my my night. Im going to work getting out early an going out drinking YES PEOPLE DRINKING... Its been 2 months since I have been working an 10 months since my dads been gone. THIS really sucks. I was talking to my dads cousin tonight about my father an started to cry. Saturday night at my godparents bomb fire We started talking about the good old times with my father an started crying sooo GUESS what time to let it all out once again. Its that time of the month sooo fucken y not. NO PEOPLE ITS not MY FUCKEN period either. I miss my dad alot, I wouldnt be in the postion right now if he was here. But I guess life goes on. Well time to go an sit my ass around for the next hour in a half at work. If u wanna talk an know my number CALL ME... Later