I am 51 & I am a sagittarius, like that matters but to some it might.. I am a widow.. My husband who was my soulmate, my best friend & my hero as well as the father of our 2 girls (the oldest was not his biolodgical daughter) but he raised her as his & that is 'Dad" to her but unfortunately I lost him in 2010.. We have 2 daughters, both lesbians & I'm Proud of them (got 3 nieces that are too- like what the hell was in the water) 1 whom shares our home with me.. She is 30 yrs old & a parapledgic caused from a motorcycle wreck with her dad & this year in April it was 15 yrs since the accident & she had just turned 15 when they had the wreck so she has been in a wheelchair for half her life... I have had many dogs & in these last few years cats.. I have 10 kittens right now plus 7 cats.. GGrrrr... I raised pomeranians & I lost 2 of them a month after my husband & I was prepared for the oldest one who died 1st but exactly a week 2 the day I lost my baby girl Princess.. I was not prepared for that.. So now it's my youngest girl, Bambi & I and my oldest girl Misty lives in Terre Haute, IN. about an hour away from us .. Most of my family lives here in Newton or around it & I come from large families on both sides of my parents. I have/had 5 other siblings & counting me it made it six of us & I am the youngest &sadly I lost my little big sister to cancer in 1995.. She was my my best friend besides my husband. There is so much change going on in & around my life & family & I mean major life altering changes & I want to find the person that is supposed to be on his pathway that meets up with mine & I have to hit it dead on at the moment his pathway hooks up with mine for just a short span & then if I catch it right we start down that pathway which takes us on our journey in life towards whatever our journey consists of.. I know there is someone out there that is 'the one' for me now for my husband always told me to make sure I did not sit & pine for him, he said 'You have To Much Love To Give To People In This Life & Especially A Man That Will Love Me As I Love Him'... I Know ''My Rusty Was Right''!