Its been a year... Its been a hard year. I don't know where to start or where to go sometimes. There is so much that I never told you. There has been so many times that I wish that you were still here. I never got to tell you that I love you one last time. So much hurt and heartbreak I'm going through right now. I do love you and think about you all the time. You touched so many peoples lives and brought them great joy. I just wish for one last hug, one last late night, one last good heart to heart. I love you Mandi!!!
I know your gone physically.. but ill always love you and always think about you Amanda . and today is one its hitting me hard . theres so much we talked about and I wish you were still here. i miss you so much hon.
I know that you have been gone for 6 months now. It seems just like yesterday that we were laughing and joking and having a good time together. There is so much that has changed. There are many days I look up to the sky and wonder are you watching me? Are you proud of me? It hasn't gotten easier, but I have gotten better at hiding the pain. Today is one of those days I wish you were here so I could talk to you and tell you everything in my life. I would give anything just to tell you one last time that I love you, that the fight was nothing. To have my sister gone so soon is so hard. There are many times I wish it was me instead of you. I LOVE YOU AND I JUST WISH FOR YOU TO BE HERE!!
I love you Mandi!!!
xoxo
