AIGHT SO THIS IS A RECENT EMAIL I GOT FROM EX-GIRLFRIEND AIMEE. AIMEE TOOK OFF ON ME, HAD AN ABORTION, AND JUST CAUSED SHIT LOADS OF DRAMA. HAVEN'T TALKED TO HER SINCE OCTOBER SO SHE SENDS ME THIS. ENJOY IT AS I HAVE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND LAUGHING.
hey,
i've been thinking about you lately, mostly about the things worked out. I've tried to call you but you don't answer. I guess everything that happened is running through my head and being high finally doesn't make the pain of an abortion go away. I guess its just now hitting me. I wanted to say sorry for dragging you through that. I really do see that you always wanted the best for me and you really did love me...you did a lot for me and taught me a lot and i will always cherish that. I don't know how you felt about the abortion...im slowly forgiving myself for it....i wasn't ready for a baby much less one that was most probably diabetic and the phsical toll it was causing on me. Just know that there isn't a day go by that I don't wonder what that kid could have been. And then our breakup....i guess our relationship confused and scared me....it was my first love and it was sudden and intense. Well anyways....i wanted to say sorry about the unexplained breakup....i know that you loved me a lot and i hope you got over me fast. I hope u will atleast write me back and tell me how ur doing. U working?? Do you have your own place?? Hows ur mom and the kids?? Is my fish alive?? And are you okay...in every aspect. I hope u find all the happiness you deserve. My lifes definatly different....i've dropped a lot of weight, i'm at 115...i live with my new boyfriend in DHS, we've been together almost 6 months ((on and off))...i learned what being cheated on is all about!! But none the less i'm in love like i never thought it possible ((but nothing will ever touch my first love!!)) I've been working as a waitress but I recently quit so I can go to school for my AA and eventually my law degree. I guess things won't ever be like they were with you....I guess I still wanted to be a kid and party. I wish i'd taken it easy...now i'm stuck with an addiction that i hated my dad for for quite a few years. I dunno....i don't let it ruin shit for me....well things are good....good, but different. Write me back and let me know that ur okay. I guess I just needed my family and I needed to let the big burdon go off of my shoulders (i just wanted to be a kid again). I'm pretty happy with life....i just wish i didn't ignore my pain the way i did...i guess i'm a lot worse off. Oh...theres a guy that works near a 711 near my house and he reminds me of calvin so it makes me think of you and being high makes me think about it hard core. Hope it all worked out for you. Okay, i guess im really high guessing by this long repetitive letter. In the long run i just want you to know that i did love you and i do appreciate what you gave to me. WRITE BACK....
