a child lost
a lifetime of pain
those times of sorrow
using the blade
that time is behind me
yet the scars still show
i sometimes feel theres no place thats home
i need to be held
told its all okay
i know its not
im still so ashamed
of the person i am
and who i will be
my past haunts me
like that record that plays
over and over
i cant take back those mistakes
im a little girl no more
my innocence is gone
