I die as I sleep
My dreams:
A look into the future
A temporary death
A malicious a taunt
A small taste of death to come
A tease without sexual desire
As I dream
As I wander
I hope for you.
Bereavement takes me within my dreams.
Everything is lost.
Reality is merely a hallucination
You become a vague memory.
My engaged thoughts are but a dappled smudge across my mind’s canvas.
You are faded still
But I will know you were there.
I can see the faint smear of your existence
As I remember you where once present
So clear and evident
Erase regret in dreams
Expunge the blotches of flaw and defect
The mistakes-The errors
Hide such imperfection form the eye of a pathetic existence
A human sees not my hidden qualms
A Horrible regret of what once had been.
My concealed miscalculation of my implement
Gone.
And you are barely observable now
Mercifully you remain in my mind.
So obstinate, not to leave me in my dreams
My gratitude is overwhelming for this.
You remain.
Present as reminiscence of life and beauty.
….Dreams….
….Sleep…
Perfection, precision, accomplishment, excellence
An ideal state of mind.
A faultless palace
Utopia.
Take me there
Take me to my dreams
Take me to my death
Now I sleep
Sleep with me, my love.
For, we shall die together.
