I try to cry but I can't. The pain I feel is choking me. I lost something that is so real, I think I lost the power to feel. No It's A dream, It Can't Be real, Everyone is lying, It Can't be, Why did the phone ring that night, F*ck you don't talk to me. My heart is shattered, I lost the will to fight, I hated God for taking my light. Who can I talk to now, Another candle got blown out. I just want to shout F the World. No reason to be the same as I was. My bro is gone. He was the only one I could trust. So what if he is in a better place I need him here. My life is in shambles it's like a dead rose. The Pain I Feel No One Knows. But Then It Hits Me. He Never Really Left He's Still Here. In My Heart, My Memories, And With The Impact He Left On Others, I Just Have To Know How To Listen, I Have A Angel Always With Me, All I Got To Do Is Talk And He'll Listen, He May Not Be Able To Talk Back Like I Want But He'll Talk Back In His Own Way. So I Breakdown and Shed My Tears But With A Smile On My Face, Close The Umbrella And Step Out Into The Light Of A New Day. I Love You Bro R.I.P.