life has moved forward and yet i am standing still..
i am at a point where nothing seems right...
i am in love with more then one and someones heart will break....
including part of mine...
i never asked to feel this way....
it was there and snuck up and slapped my face...
i lay awake at night and cry...
i sit up during the day and more of the same ..
i hate my heart and wish sometimes i could fade away...
slip away in the night...
go and find me....
someone i lost a long time ago...
i know this is no poem...
has no rhyme or reason...
just the ranting of a very sad heart~
for my friends i thank you and love you~
