today is a bad day. my phone doesn't work right, my daughter is fighting with my ex, & other people around me are either idiots or assholes. I'm surrounded by a swill of apathy & ignorance, & no one knows or cares.
I am in a job where 55% of what I make is gone before I can even siff the check, between taxes & child support. Don't get me wrong I don't mind paying the support @ all because it goes to my babies, but no oneis appreciative of that sacrifice. no one says thanks & certain people always are asking for more... my job is completely unfulfilling & I hate getting up in the morning, because I am (as it seems) the ONLY person qualified to do anything. thus everyone else gets the "easy" jobs. the ones that take zero skills, & are never worried about accountability... I'm so broke I can't even pay attention & not sure how this weeks bills, but that's ok. maybe I'll just get everything shut off cuz @ this point it don't matter to me.
if your reading & r commenting this don't think I will take as a sign that anyone cares, because (for today at least) I don't care either...
do I seem a little frustrated??? yes, is the answer I'm looking for here... but tomorrow's a different day, & as always, as soon as my head hits the pillow (alone) it will all go away.