What am I going to do without him holding me every night?
What am I going to do now that I can’t just look up and see his smiling face?
How am I going to sleep; cold and all alone; no one to hold me through a nightmare; no one to tell me it’s ok?
To never hear your comforting voice; when you sing ‘Blue on Black’ or ‘Lima Bean Riot’.
What happens now when we run into each other on the street?
Will you say Hello; will we hug; will you act like you don’t know me?
Are you going to hate me for doing this or will you agree?
I’m not happy anymore and you know this; you see it; I take it out on you and it’s not fair.
We’re not on the same path anymore, Jay, and it hurts.
I don’t like what you do, I don’t like where you work, I don’t like what you say…
I always said I would never take your dreams away from you and I have already tried, but I am not going to!
I Love you Jay, and I always will. So stay healthy and be happy… For me?
