i sat up and stared at you last night.
it's funny because i always found "that person" to be a bit creepy.
but things change so damn fast.
i realized last night that your snoring doesn't bother me.
and that your moaning is actually kind of cute.
that i get upset when you turn over in bed, and that one's not even your fault.
that your morning breath doesn't really smell that bad.
and that your hair looks way goofy but way cute when your sleeping.
but you know what the biggest things that i realized were?
that you didn't get mad at me when i probably kept you up all night.
that you may have turned over, but the second i touched your shoulder you were back with your head on mine.
that every time i went out for a cigarette you shifted over to my side of the bed and attempted to hold onto me... and that when i wasn't there you sank back into the pillow.
and that when i kissed your forehead... you immediately told me that you loved me.
every
single
time.
i know that i'm hard to deal with.
hard to handle.
and that i fight like no other...
but last night i realized something else.
i realized that i can trust you.
and that every time you say you love me... it's the truth.
that i don't have to have all of these major trust issues... because you've done nothing but prove yourself over and over again.
and that honestly...
honestly...
you're all i want for the rest of forever.
and that, my friend, is why i couldn't sleep last night.
i love you.
and now i think i need to make myself some food.
