All Alone in my Bed
I admit I'm a shallow human-being
I only answered your call, to see how far it could go
every night I put on a smile, I changed inside
yet, you knew me through all the plastic
you knew I was afraid, of falling for you
you knew I put on this show, to hide from anything true
I pretend, and pretend I am someone else
through all the fake smiles, and friends that have come and gone
you stayed for awhile
but not for long
you showed me love, then you just left
I was a feather in the breeze, caught in a whirlwind
now I'm lost in my head
lost in my dreams
sitting in my room, writing my feelings
I can't explain them, they just come
I can't define in any world
what you have done
you look at me sometimes
we both know
the love we once shared
is too much to ignore
I have my friends, I have enough
but all I really need is your sweet love
I can't eat, I can only think
my chest is caving in, and I can't sleep
I cry everytime I hear your romantic voice in my head
I die everytime I remember the night you left me alone
all alone in my bed
