So I met this girl online over a year ago and finally met her in person about a week ago. Talking to her over the last year has really helped me get to know her a lot better. But now that I have met her in person I just want to marry her because she is so wonderful.
I think about her almost all of the time. Heck, practically all day today at work I couldn't do anything because I was to busy thinking about her. This girl has me going crazy. Every time I think about her I get this feeling in my gut saying, "Hey dumbass go get your girl!" I hate that I can't have a cell phone at work because I can't talk to her while I am there. For some reason, this girl has more of a hold over me than Jasmine (the first girl I talked to about getting married) did.
Not only does this girl have more of a hold on me but she also got me to forget about Jasmine. Jasmine was out of my head for more than a week. For the people that don't know, I have been trying everything I can think of and everything other people could think of to forget Jasmine for the last two years.
Anyway, back to this amazing girl – every time I even think of her I smile. My face is actually starting to hurt because I have been smiling so much.
The other night when I was talking to her, she said she would run away with me if I asked her to. I would love that. Another thing for you people that don't know, I have been in the "settle down and get married" mood since around February of last year. That is about the same time that Cassie (the girl I was hanging out with at the time) got pregnant. Still don't know who the father is and she is no longer answering my emails saying wether or not she got a blood test done with the other possible father. Ok, now back to this gorgeous and funny girl that this thing is suppose to be about. I love just getting a text message from her saying hi.
It is wonderful to get off of work and have a text message waiting for you from someone you care about. There are so many more things I want to say about her but I cannot put them into words.
One part of me is saying hold and to this girl tight and never let her go. The other part of me is saying that this is to wonderful to be true and that I am wanting to take this relationship to far to fast.
The people that I work with even know about her now. They see me just starring off into the middle of no where and then ask me what I was thinking about and I say "this amazing girl I know." They of course got curious when I was down at Fort Gordon and wanted to drive over 350 miles to Alabama just to see someone. Now that I have talked to them about her, when I asked if I could drive over 750 miles just to go see her they didn't even ask why.
For the last couple days I have been asking myself why I like her so much. To tell you the truth I don't know why. But the longer that her and I talk and the more I get to know her the more I like her.
I can remember that a couple months after we met that she was saying I was her future husband and I hope that one day that will be true. She has already turned one guy down recently who she also said she wanted to marry so I hope things are different for me and that she feels the way she says she does about me. We will see with time.
