well here is my most recent story......
On Feb 3rd 2007 I found out i was pregnant.... Woo Hoo i was the happiest person around life was great... sure my bf and i had just split up but it was ok I love kids and wanted another one... My only fear was that I would either miscarry like I did in Oct of 2000 or lose my infant child like i did in 2004... ( yes i do have a 4 year old boy who is my life)...
I woke up suddenly at approx 2am i reallt was not feeling well and new some thing was wrong... As it had it I was right today on Valentines day of all days my fear came true i had another miscaridge.... I keep thinking that i should be the one who is no longer around but at he same time if i go my son is left without a mom... my only thing is how does one keep going after losing three kids.... Life is just not fair and sucks.... My life is so turned up side down right now... The only thing that is keeping around right now is the fact that i do have a 4 year old little boy who is my life at this moment...
If you want to post this on your blog it will be great.... sorry for this msg i just needed to write it somewhere and your page seemed like the right place...
Thank you for listening... Angel_Tears
ANGEL_TEARS
@ CherryTAP
