Icarus's blog: "Somantics"

Grotesque trolls having sex with pornstars
pulling strange oozing cancer out of my body
getting electrocuted by wall sockets and lightswitches

yeah

fuck sleep.

The nightmare king has returned.

And not the loveable scamp from little nemo.

I've been trying to work him out for a few years.
Story.
Drawing.
*yawns*
mobile suits.

He kind of evades explanation. But he's definitely there.
Thursday... missed wednesday during the gauntlet. Didn't make it 30 hours.

What should I do today?
I'm still scared of building more, but its gotta happen sometime.
I know that if I sit down to it, something will get done.

Oh-
and I fucked up on my mecha forum :B
but the leader of the tribe told me it was okay to make mistakes

I dunno why but ... that really made me happy.

I'm feeling a bit accomplished other than that though...
part of a short story (I like it so far)
reduction and repair is done on my gouf
I got a color scheme done for something I wanted to finish a LONG time ago. (at least a year).

I am one of those people that has to be doing something productive though.
And preferably something for the benefit of mankind.

Oh yeah
and I know I'm coming to the party late (WAY late) but I got the demo for portal (if you ever heard "the cake is a lie" and didn't know why- its about this game)
see- I would've had the opportunity to own the free full version of portal if someone hand't hacked my original steam account back when it was essentially just an online anti-piracy tool to keep people from jacking Halflife 2.

A meer week after I finished halflife 2 and some fuckbag steals the game that changed games (HL2 is not a good game in its own regard, but the advances in volumetrics and applied physics in this game's source engine
were HUGE).
This soured my experience with source games and steam and... frankly "digital content".
I'm still not crazy about it and prefer a backup hard copy that works offline from any other type of entertainment media.

But yeah
its as fun as people say. And I only went through the tutorial areas.

I don't have much else for you right now.
Just dusting out that early morning fog.