Well where do I start? I guess with today's events. It was my court date for my dui. I really didn't want anyone to know why but hearing this you would think something else if not. I know I've fucked up and I'm not proud of it. The judge, well, she is a total bitch! Yet to sum it up real quick I guess I did get somewhat of a decent deal, especially in comparison to what I could have received. I have to do 30 days house arrest, the victims impact panel (a one time meeting to hear these mothers and loved ones talk about how they lost their family and loves to drunk drivers), and I will have to go to rehab. It will be IOP (intensive out-patient). They want to check me for depression, and I will have to go 2 nights a week and 3 A.A. meetings a week also. I have no idea for how long either. On top of all this if I will be on probation for 2yrs and if I fuck any of it up I will do 11months in jail. I will also attempt to continue going to college. With all this going on I will be pretty busy. Probably not even able to find a job. Yet I can't afford all this and my debts grow deeper by the day now. To make matters worst. I still haven't heard from the sweetest girl. She said she would call and she hasn't. I guess she is going to still go along and marry the jerk instead of giving me a chance. Well I have nothing else to say now, I'm off to eat supper and watch some MindFreak.
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