Well today was ok. Grandpa was just as delerious at always, lots of accidents today, and he is just so weak. That makes it all a little harder because he can't hold himself up when I am changing him and such.
But the topper on the whole cake is that i stay with him all week everyday night and day. so tonight i went to the store with my best friend and when i got home no one would talk to me and when Dana finally did talk to me he made comments about how i dont do anything and that i am on the computer all the time, at least WHEN IM HOME like i go ANYWHERE last night i was gone for like an hour planning a big event and i have told him that this week was gonna be a little crazy because i am planning something and it will take away from here but it is one week. i do this all year what is his problem. all i want is a little time to myself and that is way to much to ask. not to mention that when i got home he is half drunk and then he passed out on the damn couch. what the fuck would i come home for and why would i stay here and take care of HIS grandpa day in and day out!!! I MUST BE FUCKIN NUTS!!!
