I had a dream last night about someone who had just entered my life, a friend I thought & I got this passage out of it! Hope you understand & like it!
SOMETIMES I GET SO WEIRD, I FREAK MYSELF OUT
JUST WONDERING IF YOU'RE NEAR
WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE IT SEEMS HARD ENOUGH TO BREATH
IT FEELS LIKE SOMEBODY RIPPED MY HEART OUT & LEFT ME TO BLEED
WHAT USE IS IT TO YOU, IF YOU'RE NOT LISTENING ANYWAY
IT'S EASIER FOR ME TO BE ALONE BUT THERE'S A PIECE OF ME THAT FEELS SO EMPTY
I WANTED TO BE LIKED BY YOU, I WANTED TO BE YOUR EVERYTHING
I'VE BEEN TO A BUNCH OF PLACES, SEEN A BUNCH OF DIFFERENT FACES
YET I STILL FEEL I'M LOOKING FOR YOU
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES, IT'S YOU THAT I SEE!
OF ALL THE THINGS TO BELIEVE IN... SOMEHOW, SOMEWAY YOUR ORA & KARMA HAD APPEARED
TEARS FROM BEHIND MY EYES, YET I DON'T CRY
UNTIL I CAN TOUCH IN WHAT I BELIEVE
UNTIL THAT DAY WHEN IT'S JUST YOU AND ME!!!
CHECK THIS OUT IT MIGHT BE LAME BUT IF YOU READ IT PLEASE COMMENT & BE HONEST!! THANK YOU!!
JUST FOR THAT MOMENT..
IF YOU CALL AND HE DOESN'T PICK UP THE PHONE, CALL ME FOR THAT MOMENT...
IF YOU HAVE TO GO OUT ALONE BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T FIND HIM, CALL ME I'LL BE THERE FOR THAT MOMENT...
IF YOU NEED TO VENT AND HE DOESN'T SEEM TO CARE, CALL ME FOR THAT MOMENT....
IF YOU'RE FRUSTRATED AND NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON AND HE'S OUT WITH THE BOYS! CALL ME FOR THAT MOMENT...
IF YOU WANT TO SHOP AND WANT A MAN'S OPINION AND HE'S GONE FISHING, CALL ME FOR THAT MOMENT...
IF HE DOESN'T TELL THAT YOUR BEAUTIFUL, OR THAT HE LOVES YOU, FOR THAT MOMENT I'D SING IT TO YOU IN A HARMONY...
YES THAT'S RIGHT IF NOTHING ELSE I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR BESTFRIEND OR YOUR BOYFRIEND FOR THAT MOMENT.....
OK QUESTION! WOMEN SAY THEY WANT TO BE TOLD THE TRUTH RIGHT? WELL WHEN I'M HONEST, I GET SLAPPED OR YELLED AT OR CALLED NAMES! IT'S FRUSTRATING REALLY! I'M TOO OLD TO LIE & IT CAN BE EXHAUSTING!!! MY VIEW OR IDEA OF A LONG LASTING RELATIONSHIP IS BOTH PARTIES MUST WORK HARD ON THE LITTLE THINGS! THE GOOD MORNING GORGEOUS - THE I LOVE YOU- I'LL DO THE DISHES- LET ME RUN YOU A BATH- I'LL COOK- TAKE A GIRL'S NIGHT- GO TO THE SPA! THOSE LITTLE THINGS ARE THE GLUE TO A STRONG LASTING RELATIONSHIP, I THINK! I'M PRETTY MUCH HONEST TO EVERYONE ESPECIALLY MY KIDS & PEOPLE DEAR TO ME BUT IT ONLY SEEMS TO BOTHER WOMAN? CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY?
I NEED HELP! FOR YEARS NOW I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE OUT A WOMAN'S WORTH!! I MEAN MY KIDS ARE GETTING OLDER & NOT WANTING TO HANG OUT WITH DAD ANYMORE & AT TIMES IT DOES GET LONELY. I HAVE NEVER BEEN MARRIED & IN REALITY AM TERRIFIED OF IT. AS I GET OLDER I WANT TO BE IN IT FOR LONGIVTIY NOT A ONE NIGHTER OR JUST AROUND TO SATIFY THE NEEDS. FUCK THAT! TIRED OF IT! DID IT FOR TOO MANY YEARS! I HAVE READ BOOKS, WATCHED MOVIES, WATCH THE OXYGEN & LIFETIME NETWORKS BUT I DON'T GET IT! THEY JUST SHOW THE UGLY STUFF & THAT'S NOT ME - NO WAY SHAPE OF FORM!! I NEED POINTERS NOW REMEMBER I'M A TALKING GORILLA SO I DON'T HAVE A LOT TO WORK WITH. BUT ANY IDEAS WOULD BE APRRECIATED. THANK YOU! COMMENT OR MESSAGE ME WITH YOUR ADVICE PLEASE & THANK YOU!!!
IF YOU WANT TO BE HAPPY, SET GOALS THAT COMMAND YOUR OWN THOUGHTS, LIBERATE YOUR OWN ENERGY, AND INSPIRE YOUR OWN HOPES!!! THE HELL WITH ANYBODY ELSE- LIVE YOUR LIFE AS SOMEONE ELSE AND YOU AIN'T LIVIN'!!!!