i am so the black sheep of my family right now, RC my moms dad died last night, yea it is sad. unlike the rest of my family, who morns death, i don't. i on the other hand celibrate death as a new begining for all. my uncles have lost there minds right now along with most of the fam but i don't blame them. yet they all look at me and lose it again bc im not sad, instead i am happy. no matter what beliefs you my have no matter how you may look at it, he isn't hurting any more. he stoped dialisis on his own call 2 weeks ago and had, diabeates, and parkenses, and many other problems. think i am crazy if you want to but i know that i am not i just have my own views of it all. damn i hate the bible belt lol
