The day started out nice with rain and thunderstorms....which I find calming, peaceful and beautiful. Does that make me strange? I have to do a ton of things today and now all I want to do (after the ex being hateful via voicemail this morning) I am in somewhat of a BLAH mood....getting headache, etc. I went to see if anyone was hiring nearby (not in my profession but pissy butt jobs where I will only be able to make less than 1/3 what I was) but no real luck. Next week I will have to do something.
Something else on my mind. You know how when you meet someone and they are all nice and what, WHY do they always turn out to be mean and ugly? Why are they never whom they said they were? Makes me not to want to EVER try again. Who wants a single mom with 3 young kids? No one. And there is NO ONE in this crappy town.
Well, I better stop here. I'm just bitter right now at the ex and truly hurt. BUT will prevail.
