ok, my first blog....i am bi polar....and i am having a hell of a time with it. i have been out of medicine for months now....i get really grouchy and irritable at any little thing....my marriage is suffering because of it....i dont know what to do...i dont have a car to go to the doctor...i dont like asking for help from anybody....im just totally lost....my kids probably think i am th worst mom in the whole world........
