Well so I just got really depressed. A friend told me he got a gf and they are talking about getting married. Don't get me wrong I'm happy they are thinking about it and all. What made me depressed is everyone I know is getting married. And I don't even have a bf. Sure I'm seeing someone but he isn't my bf. Then this is what one of my exs said to me...who is suppose to be a friend "You stop showing you care. You arn't romantic, you arn't lovable after a while. You're great, and people love you, and you're very pretty, but you just seem like you get bored." He told me that was my problem. The truth is I only stop showing it when I have reason to. I mean everyone tells me Im nice and caring. And Im attractive..but then...why can't I get a bf? Or keep a bf? I just hate being the only single person I know and getting married...well I dont want to be really old when I get married! Sorry its just how I'm feeling today.
