Why does life have to be so complicated? I hate emotions, I wish they didn't exist, well at least the bad ones. I been feeling like pure crap lately and it sucks and it's not getting better, cept when I talk to a few people that really cheer me up but after awhile the shittyness comes back. I went to the doctors and they put me under and put a camera in my stomach and found bleeding ulcers due to stress and ect from the last fucked up 9 months of my piece of shit life and they told me if I didn't take the medicine they were gonna give me and stop being a emotional bastard that they were gonna get worse and eventually rupture and I could like die or get most of my stomach cut out. Well if anyone has suggestions on how to make me stop being such a emo fag feel free to let me know.
