ok,just so people know, the blog i had written called "life" was actually written 2 years ago.when i posted it on ct i just updated my age.people ask how do i know he never tried....well he had the contact to get me with the push of a button.he still talked to a close family friend regulary.ive seen pics of his daughters.i know he lives down here in florida now.HONESTLY im glad he never did now,cause it only made me stronger.alot of peope had fathers to teacher them things and i didnt.i had to learn and survive on my own.and anyone who knows me knows that i turned out pretty damn good for not havin a "father figure" in my life.