Do you see, what I see...Do you feel,this hurt....walking among clowns - covered in dirt....such sorrow feeds me, and pain ..I doubt I deserve......swallows me whole & pain is dessert....Family is "what"?.....but a name, and embers that burn......take me from dreams...build me up in a fire.....kill me with desire .......Do I need you? NO....want I don't show.....Silent breathe escapes me while pride eats me slow...Do I trust you or love you.....I can't quite decide,,,,,I'm faded beneath skin & triumph, while life is not slow....Forgive my sins..and mistakes that I've done.....while living to die seems like so much fun,.... Come between shadows & dreams ......save myself , before I can not unfold.........before I scream and bleed.....I can not interpret your words....or walk on this sea......My judgement is wreackless & lost within me...........;.....HOLLY
