Kept at arms length
Saving myself from you
I won't let you in
I can't let you see
I can't open myself
The darkness will enter
It will find it's home in my heart
There won't be room for you
the fear and doubt crowds in
You could be anything
I give up my way
And lose myself...not today...
Too much to lose
Don't dare tell me you love me
Do you know what love is?
You held me down and screamed you wanted me to love or die
I make my own way
Without your hand,
lost and alone but safe...
Never knowing which is worse...
Alone and dead, or broken and alive...