Sarah Smile's blog: "Squeekenclean's world is CRAZY"

My dream last night included a kid, once again?! My thoughts on the matter are my niece because I have so much love for her. Although, I realize I'm getting to an age where a decision of having one would be in my best interest (I think). Yet I have found my Mr. Right although we are miles apart at the moment whom I want to share the life experience with. I love my boyfriend dearly and know he would do it in a heartbeat with the love given in highest regard.

Question: because I want this so badly is it becoming part of my dreams or is it a sign I should not bare kids. 

If you know me I am an animal lover to the extreme and enjoy spreading my love to those who cannot speak for themselves. Nothing would change to me caring for my pet's if I had a kid. Just having them part of my life had been the most fun.

Not sure what to stipulate here as I do inquire for both a kid I can raise...strapping boy or beautiful girl? Does not matter to me...

Dreams are beyond our realm and I wish I had an answer to respond on all my questions. I think with my loved one we will inquire the best of our situation and move forward but slowly. If it happens it was meant to.

Signed: Squeekenclean