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Saturday July 7th 2007 was the day ive waited for over 9 years i found my kids and on sunday july 8th i seen them for the 1st time since may of 1998 im in heaven i cant explain this feeling except to say im in heaven i have given up hope that this day would ever become a reality i got to hug my kids again talk with them see them make plans with them i even had to talk to my ex wife and that wasnt as bad as i thought it would be ive hated her for a long time but that hate seemed to just slide away. i always thought in like maybe 6 years or so from now that my kids when they was old enough would just show up with a knock on my door and i see these kids standing there not knowing who they are im stilll in a state of shock i cant believe i saw them i think someone is gonna pinch me and wake me up and it was all just a dream to my ex wife even tho i told u this if u read this thank you so very much and to cassie jordan and dylan i love u more then anything in this world ive missed u every day we been apart and thought about u every day words cant explain how i feel and what its like not knowing the person who is my flesh and blood sitting right beside me but i do love u and i hope u never thought i didnt To robbie and cathy thank you two so very much for being there for me all these years u guys where right hope is a good thing maybe now i will believe it (i get back to u on this one tho) i love both of u dearly and u two are my best friends in the whole world thank you so much and u know what was the best thing i didnt have to sell my soul to the devil for it to happen lmao and robbie thank you so much for last night i really needed that thank you hun u where a godsend