There's more to me
that you don't know,
it was never reaped
and never sown.
there's levels that
you just can't reach,
and things I don't
have time to teach.
It takes both souls
to intertwine
mine with yours
not just yours with mine.
It never leapt to that
higher plane
where I could feel you breathe
and be miles away.
Not a lie,
but not the truth
not for me,
and not for you.
quit your dwelling
and pacing lines
I'm not yours.
You're not mine.
We were never meant to be
what will it take to make you see?
You're blind,
leading self into darkness
don't blame me
for any of this.
you're over-dramatic
and I'm so tired
of licking your wounds
and stoking your fire.
if it's companionship
you seek, then step back
you are selfish
you are weak.
you'll cry
you'll bitch
you'll moan
you'll twitch
and I'll sigh
and I'll wait
and I'll groan
and I'll hate
I have no more pity
you've sucked me dry
and that's all you want from me
when you cry
my attention
devotion
my love
and my care
well darling, I'm afraid
I have none to spare.....
you drain me with your sadness
you're overwhelmingly dramatic...
I just can't bear...
the burden of you anymore...
and the guilt pangs, pricks
so slight and steady....
but it's okay
I'm good and ready.
defense my stong suit
barricade.
and with your every breath,
you aid
in it's revival.
