Ragdoll's blog: "good stuff"

I’m Standing right at the door opening.... And knowing I have some serious changes coming up fairly soon. I'm faunching at the bit...I'm ready! Turn me loose and watch me go.....I'm a lil ambivalent at times. But this feeling shall soon be replaced with confidence within myself. I can handle it! I have some of the greatest people on earth in my corner cheering me on....Thank you for believing in me and encouraging me even in those times when my faith was waning. Ive become a lil out of balance. Ive tipped some scales in the not so right direction, but remember that I am all about Balance...and without knowing what the extremes are..I wont know where to find center. I come back to right if left to find that path on my own! I also know that doing the right things and doing what hurts the most are sometimes the same thing... I still believe in what is good in this world...and some funny thoughts like every trailer in the park ought to have a hot tub....oxymorons amuse me. I look at them when no one can see the sense in them and find a way to make it all plausible. Does that make me an optimist...you bet! I can write this crap because I feel like crap but hey its all good and I love it. Its all about adaptation to change. My mind is a rubberband stretching towards limits some do not venture too..... for fear of breakage. I do not fear breakage..I fear the inability to try.....I will keep trying until I make life work out. The temptation to give up and give in is out there...but thats a cowards way..I aint no stinking coward! There is no yellow belly ridge running tucking my tail and turning around attitude in me. If Im in something i am in it until there is no breath in me....The hardest thing my friends will ever do is convince me that its worth my time and loyalty...But if I decide it is..Im a committed girl to the cause for life! That goes for my job, my friends, my kids and my love life..... Winds of Change are a blowing thru......When you look at the wind..... see it for what it is...blowing out all the stale and the negative and ushering in a new freshness needed. The real reasons for wind is an uneven heating and cooling of air making it move...it is in essence a turbulence. It means chaos..it means stresses...it means drama..it means so many thing we can attribute to something going on in our everyday lives...I laugh! I welcome it! I thrive knowing that if there is a problem then in it...there is a possibility for growth and change. It might be unpleasant...It might feel uncomfortable...but it is an oppurtunity nevertheless to become a part of the solutions, and become a better person. Im all over that! Let the winds come...Let it storm...tear it all down then rebuild it better and stronger than it was before! Good things are coming people...Its just coming in disguise. Let your mind bend towards new oppurtunities...I promise..you wont break! Go get strong....Hold on to those you love dearly, Say what is on your mind, dont hold back..life is too damn short to miss anything standing in the doorway looking at you! Live Laugh and Love......Loyally! ~Ragdoll~