While I feel neither the need nor inclination to defend myself to people I don't know, I feel you should at least hear the truth. So for those of you who think you know whats going on, 1. I didn't leave, I was shut out for no reason. and 2. My attempts to be there are met with hate and nastiness and are rejected. Believe what you wish, my heart and conscience are clear and this will be my only response to all the rumor and accusation that is clearly designed to garner sympathy and attention for someone undeserving of it. ~nuff said~